Tylerâs mother had given him, before sheâd gone off to some seedy motel, evidently too weary of being a Creed wife to go on for even one more day, and swallowed a bottle of pills.
âIâll let you know,â Tyler finally responded, his voice tight, âwhen bygones get to be bygones. In the meantime, donât hold your breath.â
Bonnie, picking up on the change in the atmosphere, went back to Kristy, her small face solemn with worry, jamming a thumb into her mouth as she settled against her stepmotherâs shoulder.
Kristyâs expression turned troubled, too.
âBad vibes,â she remarked softly, looking from Tyler to Dylan and back again.
For Kristyâs sake, and even more for Bonnieâs, Tyler worked up what he hoped was a reassuring smile, not a death grimace. âThanks for the loan of your car, Kristy,â he said. âI do appreciate it.â
Dylan lingered near the open door, ready to leave, now that heâd delivered the rig and thus done his good deed for the day. âIf you change your mind about supper, you know where weâll be,â he told Tyler, and then he went out.
Kristy gave Tyler another puzzled look, then followed with Bonnie.
Tyler waited until theyâd all left in Dylanâs truck before grabbing up Kristyâs keys. âCome on, boy,â he said to Kit Carson. âLetâs go find out if Iâm somebodyâs dear old dad.â
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T ESS FELL INTO THE BED in Lilyâs old room, the stuffed animals Tyler had won at the carnival so long ago tucked in all around her.
âCan we stay here, Mom?â she asked, when Lily sat down on the edge of the mattress, which was still covered in the ruffly pink-and-white-polka-dot spread sheâd received on her eighth birthday. âIn Stillwater Springs, I mean, with Grampa?â
Lily stroked a lock of hair, still moist from an after-supper bath, back from her daughterâs forehead. Kissed the place sheâd bared. âWe have a condo in Chicago,â she said. âAnd your grandmother Kenyon would miss you something fierce if we moved away.â
âShe could visit me here,â Tess said, with an expression of resigned hope shining in her eyes.
The thought of Eloise Kenyon roughing it in a cow-town like Stillwater Springs brought a wistful smile to Lilyâs faceâthe woman probably didnât own a pair of jeans, let alone the boots or sneakers most people wore. As far as her mother-in-law was concerned, the place might as well have been in a parallel dimension.
âWhy do you want to stay in Montana, sweetheart?â Lily asked. âYou have so many friends back homeââ
âIt doesnât feel lonely here,â Tess told her. She had a way of making statements like that, of pulling the figurative rug out from under Lilyâs feet with no warning at all. âI like this house. It feels like itâs hugging me. And Grampa said I could help him take care of all the animals, when he goes back to work.â
Silently, Lily counted to ten. Of course Hal was behind this whole idea of her and Tess moving back to the old hometownânow that heâd come face-to-face with the grim reaper, he was suddenly a family man. Once, heâd taken her, Lily, on his rounds, just as heâdpromised to take Tess. Then one day heâd gotten tired of having a daughter, apparently, and written her off, just like that.
By God, he wasnât going to do that to Tess. He wasnât going to win the childâs love and trust and then shut her out of his life.
âYou were lonely in Chicago?â Lily asked helplessly, because sheâd need some time to think before she addressed the other issue. How on earth was she going to warn Tess, a six-year-old child, not to get too attached to her own grandfather? Especially when she so obviously needed a father-figure of some sort?
âIt always seemed like Daddy should have