eagerly accept his kiss and forgetting about the frying eggsâand remembering just in time to save them from charring.
âRayna?â It was Danielâs voice again, deep with concern. âIâve got the coffee on. Are these the milk pails by the pantry door?â
Morning was here, and so the morning chores would need to be done, regardless of what was to come. âWhile itâs good of you and neighborly, the cows are my concern. Not yours. You have chores of your own, I imagine.â
âTheyâre already done. You werenât the only one unable to sleep. Iâm betting half the ranchers in Bluebonnet County didnât get as much as a wink last night.â
The bucket handles clinked and clattered over the punch of Danielâs gait. The screen door hinges squeaked as it was opened and banged shut with a wooden slap. Morning light found him, the golden rays laying a path before him as he cut across the lawn. The carpet of grass, with rain droplets heavy on a thousand delicate blades, gleamed like jewels in the sun.
As if there was hope to be found on this day to come. What hope would that be? Rayna wondered as she rose from the chair, wincing at her stiff knees and hips. Her muscles burned with yesterdayâs hard labor in the fields, and the raw blisters on her palms had her jaw clenching.
Anger roared through her like hot, greedy flames, burning her up in one bright moment. She was at the stove in a second, not aware sheâd crossed the room,huffing with a rage so intense it blurred her vision. Made her feel ten feet tall. How could Kol have done this to her? To their sons? They were nearly penniless. And mortgaged to the full value of their land.
She banged the fry pan on the stove, but the ringing bang gave her little satisfaction. She huffed down into the cellar and pounded back up the wooden steps, flinging the hunk of salt pork, the last that they had, onto the worktable. I trusted you, Kol. I trusted you to provide for us. âDonât worry,â you always said. âI will take care of my precious wife.â
She wouldnât have believed what heâd done if she hadnât seen the papers for herself. Notes on the livestock and buggy. And of all things, a mortgage on their land. Their homestead. Earned free and clear through their hard work together. And heâd encumbered it without telling her.
Iâm so mad at you, Kol Anders Ludgrin. Never once had he mentioned any debt. And to think there was so much of it! She lobbed the basket onto the counter and watched in horror, her anger vanishing, as the eggs inside rolled and knocked together. Fissure cracks raced through the delicate shells. The clear gel inside oozed out, bringing the stain of yellow yolk.
What was she doing, getting worked up into a rage at a dead man? She wished Kol were here so she could give him an earful. She wished for the strong breadth of his chest, the sheltering band of his arms, the way any hardship seemed bearable with the capable strength of his hand tucked against hers.
One thing was for certain. She was not done dealing with Daniel Lindsay. She found him in the barn, hunkered down on her little three-legged milking stool. He was humming the chorus of some song sheâd neverheard of, but she liked the sound of it, she realized with surprise.
Moll, the gentle-natured Jersey, crunched on a generous helping of corn and molasses, at ease, her weight cocked on three legs as her great jowls worked. The gentle-eyed cow turned to her and mooed a low, sweet welcome.
Daniel fell silent as he became aware of her presence. His wide shoulders tensed as he continued to work, one cheek resting against the cowâs soft brown flank. He looked gargantuan, balanced on the tiny stool, and far too accomplished as he stripped long streaks from the cowâs full udder.
With the sunlight slatting through the cracks in the weathered board walls and highlighting the capable set of him,