were fully in control, he wouldnât be doing that.
âMac,â I said, strolling past him and over to the far side of the garage, where weâd been sitting.
He growled at me.
âStop that,â I said sharply, doing my best to keep the fear out of my voice. âControl yourself and come over here. There are some things you should know before Adam gets here.â
Iâd been avoiding a dominance contest, because my instincts told me that Mac was a natural leader, a dominant who might very well eventually become an Alpha in his own rightâand I was a woman.
Womenâs liberation hadnât made much headway in theworld of werewolves. A mated female took her pack position from her mate, but unmated females were always lower than males unless the male was unusually submissive. This little fact had caused me no end of grief, growing up, as I did, in the middle of a werewolf pack. But without someone more dominant than he, Mac wouldnât be able to take control of his wolf yet. Adam wasnât there, so it was up to me.
I stared at him in my best imitation of my foster father and raised an eyebrow. âMac, for Heavenâs sake, leave that poor dead man alone and come over here.â
He came slowly to his feet, menace clinging to him. Then he shook his head and rubbed his face, swaying a little.
âThat helped,â he said. âCan you do it again?â
I tried my best. âMac. Get over here right now.â
He staggered a little drunkenly over to me and sat at my feet.
âWhen Adam comes,â I told him firmly, âwhatever you do, donât look him in the eyes for longer than a second or two. Some of this should be instinct, I hope. It isnât necessary to cowerâremember that youâve done no wrong at all. Let me talk. What we want is for Adam to take you home with him.â
âIâm fine on my own,â Mac objected, sounding almost like himself, but he kept his head turned toward the body.
âNo, youâre not,â I said firmly. âIf there wasnât a pack, you might survive. But if you run into one of Adamâs wolves without being made known to the pack, theyâll probably kill you. Also, the full moon is coming soon. Adam can help you get control of your beast before then.â
âI can control the monster?â asked Mac, stilling.
âAbsolutely,â I told him. âAnd itâs not a monsterâany more than a killer whale is a monster. Werewolves are hot-tempered and aggressive, but they arenât evil.â I thought about the one who had sold him and corrected myself. âAt least not any more evil than any other person.â
âI donât even remember what the beast does,â Mac said. âHow can I control it?â
âItâs harder the first few times,â I told him. âA good Alpha can get you through that. Once you have control, then you can go back to your old life if you want. You have to be a little careful; even in human form youâre going to have to deal with having a shorter temper and a lot more strength than youâre used to. Adam can teach you.â
âI canât ever go back,â he whispered.
âGet control first,â I told him. âThere are people who can help you with the rest. Donât give up.â
âYouâre not like me.â
âNope,â I agreed. âIâm a walker: itâs different from what you are. I was born this way.â
âIâve never heard of a walker. Is that some sort of fae?â
âClose enough,â I said. âI donât get a lot of the neat things that you werewolves have. No super strength. No super healing. No pack.â
âNo chance you might eat your friends,â he suggested. I couldnât tell if he was trying to be funny, or if he was serious.
âThere are some benefits,â I agreed.
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