on spring break once.â
Her lips curved. âThat doesnât count.â
âYou wouldnât say that if youâd been there. Anyway, Iâm glad you decided on the East Coast, on here. Then again, if youâd stuck a pin in a map and ended up in Duluth, Iâdâve found you.â
âDuluth?â
âWherever. It wouldnât matter.â He reached over, laid a hand on hers. âDo you believe in fate, Simone?â
She looked down at his hand, strong fingers over hers. âObsessively.â
âMe, too. My motherâs always after me. Gabriel, when are you going to settle down with a nice girl and give me grandchildren? When my grandmother hears her, she tells her to leave me alone. Leave the boy be, she says, heâs already in love. He just hasnât met her yet. Now that I have, I know exactly what she means.â
âItâs a long way from a spaghetti dinner to settling down. And you donât know that Iâm a nice girl.â
âOkay, tell me the meanest thing youâve ever done.â
Blood, spurting warm into her mouth, devouring prey while the mad hunger, the wild thrill of the hunt burned through her like black fire.
She only shook her head. âI can guarantee it tops cheating on a history test. My trip to Europe . . .â she said slowly. âThings happened there that changed me. Iâve spent a long time dealing with that, and trying to . . . find my way back.â
âA mad affair with a slick Italian who happened to be married with five children?â
âOh. If only. No adulterous affairs. No affairs that mattered.â
âSomething makes you sad under it all. Who hurt you?â
âI never knew him. But the good that came out of it is, once I dealt with it, I swore Iâd never hurt anyone in the same way. Never.â She rose to begin clearing. âWhich brings me to you.â
âAre you afraid Iâll hurt you?â
âYouâd be the first who could, because youâre the first who matters. Butââ
âHold that a minute.â He got to his feet, crossed to her. With his eyes on hers, he took the plates out of her hand, set them aside. âI canât promise not to do something stupid, or screw up. Lifeâs full of stupidity and screwups, and Iâve got my share. But Simone . . .â He took her face in his hands. âIâll do the best I can. And my best isnât half bad.â
âIâm afraid of you,â she murmured. âAnd for you. And I canât explain.â
âIâll take the risk. How about you?â
He leaned in until his mouth found hers, until he found the answer.
That punch of need, a stunning blow to the system, left him shaken and reeling. It was as if heâd waited all his life for this one kiss, that everything that had gone on before was just a prelude to this single meeting of lips. As the ache followed, he drew her closer, delved deeper. Dark and dangerous and heady, the taste of her invaded him. Conquered.
âSimone.â
âNot yet, not yet.â
She needed more, for what she drew from him was hope. It was light. Bright strong beams that vanquished the shadows she lived with, day after day. Strength and heart and sweetness, the essence of him streamed into her. And soothed.
âI need you too much.â She pressed her face into his shoulder, memorizing his scent. âIt canât be real. It canât be right.â
âNothingâs ever felt more real, more right, to me. Let me be with you.â His mouth moved along her jaw, taking small, tantalizing bites. âLet me love you. I want to feel what itâs like to be inside you.â
She let out a half laugh. âYou have no idea.â
Take him, her mind murmured as his hands moved over her. Be taken. What harm could it do? Maybe love was the answer. How could that be any more irrational than