silken enough to fit
The official picture but it was nothing
I could prove â just a distant
Parting of the air that carried hope.
No woman I have touched is worth my life
No goddess needs it
But she is not for touching
And the years will leave her
Warm when I am mud.
IX
Menelaus Reports
That first night together again
When all that had happened in between
Came down on our tongues like kitchen weights,
We couldnât decide where to put our hands,
Whether to flutter them, trapped birds of apology,
Or hold, trace a line of memory.
How could you be the same?
Lifeâs wars produce their little changes,
Damp patches on your fresco,
So desire was not the old desire,
Fraught with possession, pushed
To the limits of your acceptance,
But the slow joy of visiting
A half-remembered clearing in the woods
And finding wild strawberries
Growing there, beneath a fallen oak
Just as they always did.
X
Valediction
There have been and will be
Many powerful queens and women
Who drive boys to war,
Girls of every land will suffer
The terrors of your life,
The intrusion of strangers
Deep in the guts, the abiding hurt
No kindness can assuage,
But none will claim such beauty
That the gods become
As bellicose as men.
Mermaid
This rock, this divan of stone
Is too jagged for your tail, tearing
Young scales, the salt of sea and tears
Searing raw skin as you preen and comb,
Holding the pose for shipsful of men
Who pass in the morning.
What else can you do?
Hide in the cold northern waters that sparkle
On the surface but hold poisons that pock
Your fins with dirty sores.
Or you could hitch on board those ships,
Shed the tail, rejoice in legs and bush,
Bask on the warm sands of love
Before the mortal tides creep in
Across the disappointing strand.
No. Keep amphibious. Immortal
Beauty is worth a little weeping.
An Incident of War
Beyond midnight curfewed hands sought sanctuary
In the crypts of bodies primed for implosion.
The car rocked, imitating the breath of the distant sea
In obedience to the moonlight over the street,
Empty save for the free contentment of intent lovers
Caught by the watching sky full of rigid wings.
Besieged families had been left to the ruins, the fundamentals
Of their bickering, the petty caveats and forbiddings,
The creeds of good behaviour in atrocious times.
Across the world no caress went unnoticed,
No kiss born again without approval;
On this alone the invading and parental tribes agreed.
Such bush fires had to be snuffed out.
Whose was the cry of victory? Whose
Red line finding whose spot? Whose moral
Mountain? Whose transit of Venus?
Whose perpetual dust?
Four Lyrics
I
Water cannot be compressed
But in that uncontrite volume
More elements can lie dissolved
Than in any self-admiring wine.
The surface is shield and invitation
To this high lake beneath the fragile mountain top
(Cracked by erosion but proud summit nonetheless)
Abandoned by its glacier,
Rarely fed but often raided.
II
I kiss to be expelled,
Withdraw to draw the sortie.
It is a feint
For you rest,
Stare out calmly,
A fortified inch from my hand,
Secure in your decision that I will be
Tolerated but never pampered,
Indulged in anger or desire.
III
Impregnable
Like the old forts on tall hills
That defied all the assaults of Italy,
The Imperial ambitions
The promises of comfort and alliance.
Such formidable defences,
Rampart after rampart,
Vicious pointed stakes lining every ditch and gully,
A taunt of arrows, stones and
Fire for the unwanted visitor.
But time is for biding
The stoneâs throw to the river a mile too far
When the besieger is camped on the bank.
Seldom did the warriorâs heart let her believe
The lesson from all the other forts.
That swift surrender was the only certain way
To forestall the sky from falling on her head.
IV
I open to you like flowers straining for the sun.
Swish. There.
Beheaded with one swipe
Barely
Jen Frederick, Jessica Clare