More Than Enough by Ashley Johnson Read Free Book Online Page A

not. Maybe I was being filmed for some stupid television reality show.
    I looked around to make sure Luke wasn’t standing nearby and whispered, “You have some damn nerve Trevor James do you hear me? We will never be anything ever again. Ever. And I mean that. I love Luke. I don’t love you anymore.”
    “You’re lying Macy. ” He stated matter of fact. What the hell does he know? He doesn’t know my life anymore, it’s not his to know. “I’m leaving town in the morning. Please call me, we can work something out.”
    I tried to keep my voice down in a whisper as I replied, “I’m not lying and it’s your fault I’m not going to be in my best friend’s wedding. Leave me alone.”
    “If she was really your best friend it wouldn’t matter if I were there or not. You would just suck it up and do it.” I wish this conversation would have been happening in person because he would have gotten slapped in the face. Never in my life have I met someone so stupid.
    “I’m not walking down any aisle with you it has nothing to do with her being my best friend. I have to go. Do not call me again Trevor and I mean it.”
    Before he could say another word I ended the call and turned the phone off. A few tears threatened to fall from my eyes but I blinked them back. He was not allowed to affect me anymore and frankly I couldn’t wait until he left in the morning and was gone. Then this would be just another distant memory that I could tuck back with the rest of them.
    In the midst of my thought, Luke snuck up behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist. Instantly, the guilt started washing over me and I hated who I was becoming by holding all this back from him. But I held onto this moment with my whole heart.
    As he stood with his arms around my waist he gently began kissing my neck as he asked, “Everything ok with Halley?”
    “Yeah she just needed an opinion on her invitations. She’s obsessed with all this wedding stuff. It’s getting old.”
    “Yeah but you’re a really good friend to her, I know you don’t mind. That’s why I love you so much. You’re an amazing person.” He kissed my head and I tried desperately to smile, but I failed. I was glad he couldn’t see my face because I didn’t feel like the amazing person he thought I was. I felt horrible.
    “I love you too Luke.” I turned my head to kiss his lips and grabbed his hand leading him out the door. As I got into the car I turned my phone back on to text Gary and let him know the bar was still standing. There were several text messages from Trevor on both his phone and Halley’s phone. I deleted all of them, not reading a single one. Reading them was only going to make it worse and I knew that if I were to reply, then he wouldn’t stop texting. When Gary didn’t reply right away I shut the phone back off and got lost in the moment with Luke. He held my hand on the way home and I tried my best to continue to push the night’s events as far back as I could. I kept waiting for Luke to start torturing me on the ride home, but he just held my hand. He was all talk apparently.
    The apartment felt so cozy, I couldn’t wait to climb into bed and just fall asle ep. Luke had other plans though, plans of torture or so he claimed. As soon as I changed into one of his t-shirts, he began to kiss my neck. I giggled trying to playfully push him away. His muscular arms were too much for me and I just gave in. The room was dark, the only light coming from the bathroom door that was cracked open. He continued to kiss my neck occasionally bringing his mouth to mine. My whole body was beginning to tingle. He just had that effect on me. He gently lowered me to the bed and held my hands above my head where I couldn’t touch him. No fair. I stuck my lip out and began to pout as he kept me from being able to touch him. He took his time feeling and tasting every inch of my body. I let out a soft moan and when I was almost to the brink, my moans continued to