and come home early. She knew that Bruno was already troubled by her actions, and even the smallest sign of rebellion would alarm him sufficiently to tell Connie, if not her father. Knowing all that made it easier for Val to act as though everything were normal. She couldnât bear the thought of Bruno and Connie, both of whom had known all along about the deception, but even more than she hated them, she dreaded the idea of seeing her father.
Rick, she thought to herself, as Bruno made the short drive to school. He isnât my father at all. Heâs just some man named Rick.
Unless he was her father, and he had foisted his bastard child on Valâs mother to raise. But wouldnât her mother have guessed? There was nothing in the letter to suggest that possibility, just how much she loved her husband, how grateful she was that he hadnât left her for someone who could give him children.
But if he wasnât her father, how had he gotten her? Where did she come from?
Kit met Val at the car door. âYouâd better be prepared,â she whispered as Bruno drove off. âEveryoneâs talking about you.â
âAbout me?â Val asked. This was a nightmare she hadnât anticipated.
âA couple of the girls must have heard Michelle yesterday,â Kit replied. âFive of them have already asked me if itâs true. About the adoption, I mean. Most of the others edged over to hear my answer.â
Val felt sick to her stomach. âI canât go in,â she said.
âDo you want to go back home?â Kit asked.
Val shook her head. âI canât go there either,â she said. âGive me a moment. Iâll be okay.â She stood absolutely still, then took a deep breath.
âThey wonât bother you,â Kit said. âThey wonât come up to you or anything. But you were bound to overhear, so I wanted you to be prepared.â
Val remembered what it had been like the days after her mother had died. Half the girls had been overly concerned, the other half had avoided her. Right then, she favored avoidance.
âWhat did you tell them?â she asked, suddenly curious about how Kit had handled things.
âI told them Michelle was jealous because Larry DeVito asked you out and not her,â Kit replied.
âBut thatâs a lie,â Val said. âHe never asked either of us out.â
âI know,â Kit said, looking smug. âBut theyâre not about to run over to Sacred Heart to ask him. And it gets the gossip running in a whole different direction.â
âYou are Jameyâs daughter,â Val said, and then those very words pained her. A spasm shook her body, and she buckled over.
Kit grabbed her fast and blocked her from the other girlsâ view. âCan you go through with this?â she asked.
âI have to,â Val said, straightening up. âIâm sorry. Iâm feeling kind of lost right now.â
âWhat happened?â Kit asked. âDid your father say something?â
âMy mother,â Val whispered. âShe left me a letter. Itâs all true.â
The first bell rang. âIâm sorry,â Kit said. âI was hoping it wasnât.â
âYou and me both,â Val said. âCome on. Iâll talk to you later.â
Kit nodded. She and Val walked into the school building together. Val was aware of all the eyes on them, and that made her just angry enough to stand tall and walk at an appropriate pace. She spotted Michelle in the school yard as they approached the door, but neither one said anything. Michelle didnât look so great herself. Val hoped she was being plagued with questions about Larry DeVito, a boy who Michelle had had a crush on for going on two years.
The morning wasnât so bad. There was a trick Val had learned when her mother was dying of forgetting about everything except schoolwork, and concentrating completely on that. So
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