food. Her hand had started shaking.
What was wrong with her? Was she turning into her crazy mother? Was it genetic?
Kate heard her mother open the door to the bedroom across the narrow back hall, releasing the sounds of her fatherâs rhythmic snoring. As soon as the door closed again, Kate threw the fork aside and pushed back from the island, her heart pounding.
Dumping the food in the trash bin, she grabbed a soda and headed upstairs to her room in the bungalowâs gabled half-story. So much for thinking, however briefly, that her mother might actually be getting better. She should know better than to get her hopes up.
Her father was asleep, and her brother wasnât much use lately. So Kate pulled out her phone and called the only other person who knew about her mom; the only other person who was probably still up at this hour.
âKate?â Natalieâs familiar voice said into her ear a second later. Sure enough, she sounded wide awake. âWhatâs up?â
âIâm sorry,â Kate blurted out. âIâve been meaning to call you all weekâI hate it when we fight, you know that.â
âWhat?â Nat sounded confused for a second. âOh, waitâis this about you flaking out on that party at the barn the other weekend? Donât worry, Iâm over it.â She laughed. âActually that party was kind of a bust. The Tanners asked this crotchety old neighbor guy to stop by and check on things, and he chased us off before things could barely get started.â
âOh,â Kate said softly. âThatâs too bad.â
âKatie?â Natâs voice went sharp and curious. âYou okay, babe? You sound weird.â
âYeah. I mean no. Not really.â Kate took a long, shaky breath. âItâs just, you know, Mom.â
âBack on the crazy train, huh?â Though Natalieâs words were snarky, her tone was sympathetic. âSorry. That really sucks. You want to talk about it?â
âNot really,â Kate said, sinking down on the edge of her bed and kicking off her paddock boots. âI mean, thereâs not much to say.â
âOkay. But listen, talking horses always cheers you up, right? Just wait until you hear about the newest horse at Happy Acres. Thoroughbred. Only off the track a few weeks. And guess whoâs in charge of his training?â
âYou?â Kate asked. She tried to sound cheerful, though secretly she was wincing. Nat was a decent rider, all things considered, athletic and pretty much fearless. But she had a temper and a touchy ego. A fresh ex-racehorse could be a disaster if things didnât go perfectly.
But Kate wasnât about to say so. Natalie didnât take criticism too well at the best of times. Especially riding criticism, and especially from Kate.
âYeah, Mrs. Tanner told me I can make him my special project for the summer.â Natalie sounded pleased with herself. âIâm even taking him in his first ever show in a couple of weeks.â
âShow?â Kate echoed, leaning back against her pillow.
âUh-huh. Just the summer schooling show at the barn, but still. Should be an adventure.â Nat chuckled. âHey, why donât you come watch? You havenât been back to one of our shows in ages.â
âOh.â Kate bit her lip, hoping she wasnât about to piss Nat off again just when theyâd finally made up. âUm, when is it?â
âSaturday after next.â
Kate realized that was a nonshowing weekend for Pelham Lane. Still, she hesitated for a second, not sure what to say. Saturday was always a busy day at the barn, and Jamie counted on her being around to help out.
But maybe she could swing it somehow. It might be worth juggling her schedule just this once, if it meant getting her friendship with Natalie back on track.
âThat might work,â she said. âIâll try to be
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