know what to say about hanging out or anything. So I said nothing, of course. That seemed to be my theme of the week: Nina, the great wit.
But Tiernan dug into his bag and pulled out a video game, changing the subject and therefore saving me without even realizing it.
âCheck this out,â he said, handing it to Ethan.
âOh, yeah, weâre on,â Ethan said back, giving Tiernan a very gentle punch on the shoulder.
Tiernan sneezed in response.
Tiernan had saved me from death by shame twice in the last thirty minutes. I owed him, big time.
âSeriously, you should hang out with us later,â Ethan said.
Did he mean later as in Come hang out with us later today ? Or like, Letâs hang in the very distant future when you stop acting so weird ? Before I could figure it out, Ethan slung his backpack over one shoulder and bounced off down the halls, leaving me feeling silly and tongue-tied and happier than Iâd been in days.
Chapter 8
I thought about asking Tiernan what the deal was with his plans with Ethan but decided against it.
Too scary.
Scary if Ethan didnât want me to hang out, and doubly terrifying if he did. What would we talk about? Would I blow it?
Instead, I did what any mature young woman would do in my shoes: I avoided the entire issue and went straight home instead as soon as school let out.
It was a huge relief to walk inside. I was so exhausted from all the highs and lows of the day. I felt like Iâd just been a contestant on a crazy reality showâlike where youâre given a ball of string and three sticks of gum and have to make it out of the jungle alive. Except my jungle was Woodgrove Middle School.
I couldnât wait to finally crash on my bed and listen to music for the rest of the afternoon and be by myself.
But when Jackson and I walked through our front hallway, I noticed that the dining room table was set with the pretty bamboo place mats that we never use unless we have companyâadult company, not, like, a friend of mine or Jacksonâsâand that the house smelled nice. Dinner party nice. There was plenty of noise coming from the kitchen tooâbanging and whisking and whirring.
âHi, guys!â Mom said, coming out to the hall to greet us wearing her âAll Hail the Chefâ apron Dad gave her last year for Motherâs Day.
âDo you want something to eat?â she asked us, adding, like always, âWash your hands.â
I rolled my eyes but walked over to the kitchen sink anyway. The school bus is epically gross, I admit. While the bus is waiting to pull out, the fifth grade boys like to play âPull My Fingerâ and compete for the loudest, foulest fart bragging rights, and on Fridays they have a contest they call the âHock-a-Loogie Olympics.â Plus little Joe Frieburn throws up on the ride home every time the cafeteria serves chili. It is the worst.
I was halfway up the stairs to my room when Mom called out of the kitchen, âNina? Nina? Come back.â
I sighed and went back downstairs.
âWhat, Mom?â I said, eyeing the plate of chocolaty cookie bars on the counter. âWhat are those?â
âNo-Bake âMocklateâ Chocolate Energy Bars.â She passed the plate toward me. âTry one.â
I took a tentative bite. Tasty!
âItâs for the book. Iâm making a few new things to try out tonight. Shreya is coming over.â
âWho?â I said, a crumb falling out of my mouth where Pepper was waiting, tail wagging, to snarf it up.
âShreya. Dr. Mehta.â Mom stirred something on the stove with a wooden spoon and put the lid back on. âRemember, I told you a few weeks ago that she was going to come over for dinner some night to talk about the cookbook?â
Dr. Mehta is my allergist. I go to her once a year for blood tests and to find out that, yes, big shock, I still canât eat peanuts or eggs.
âSheâs going to write