The only limit to working for Dave Carmichael would be the line between what I wanted and what I was able to achieve. Iâd been pacing in circles in a tiny closed room and Dave knocked the walls down. Turns out the room had been sitting in some vast alpine meadow that stretched away to the high peaks in every direction. All I had to do was step out into the coarse grass and start walking.
But it was impossible.
I couldnât leave the kids, and Miranda would never let me take them. The silence on the line said everything, but I still had to fit the words to it. Speak the syllables, make the truth manifest, make it real. The wonder and the glory of language. âSorry,â I said. âMaybe when the kids are grown.â
âIâll be governor when your kids are grown and youâll be too old to keep up.â
âYouâre probably right, at least about me.â
âThanks for the vote of confidence, buddy.â
âJust kidding. But seriouslyââ
âYou could commute.â
âNot really.â
âGive them that quality time!â
âKids donât care about quality. Just quantity.â
He was quiet for a second or two. Then: âAt least think about it, will you?â
âI will.â
âI mean, seriously consider this.â
âI will.â
âAll right, family man. Go and get some sleep.â
I couldnât sleep that night. I went into the kidsâ room and watched them for a while, Carrie wrapped like a little burrito, Tim with the covers thrashed off after the exertions of some dream. I pulled the comforter up over him, eased his right leg back onto the bed, thinking; âIf a body catch a body coming through the rye,â just like Holden Caulfield.
You and me, Holden. You and me.
Chapter Five
The Burning House
As it turned out, I had more homegrown crime to investigate, anyway.
I was out in the moors the next Monday afternoon, poking around for some additional scrap of evidence in the Todd Macy shooting, when I saw the column of smoke. This wasnât the lazy curl from a chimney with someone inside, sipping tea next to a cozy hearth. This was thick and toxic, a pulsing black column like a million ants swarming a tree trunk, a spreading noiseless stain on the clear blue sky.
I took off, crashing through the bracken, hearing the distant sirens as I ran. By the time I had cleared the last tangle of wild grapevines, I knew Iâd been out there before. This was Andrew Thayerâs houseâDebbie Garrisonâs uncle. My kids had attended a birthday party at the cottage last summer. The big fireplace in the living room had made me nervousâall that resinous raw pine timber, all those canvas slipcovers on the old wood furniture. One errant sparkâ¦the place had struck me as a fire hazard all the way back in August, but of course that was fire season where I came from, and the big stone hearth was cold with disuse. No one was going be roasting any marshmallows in there untilâ¦well, until now. The thought of my kids in there struck a nerve. This was all edging a little too close to home.
The place was empty that day, fortunately. And there were five witnesses to the fire. That fact alone was slightly oddâthe cottage sat out in the middle of nowhere, near the pout ponds, and the chances of anyone seeing the blaze were nil, especially so late in the year, during that gray, dismal patch between Thanksgiving and Christmas. But pyromaniacs linger at the scene of the crimeâthatâs the rule. The fire lights them up and they love to watch it.
That made everyone on the scene a suspect.
If they had plausible alternative reasons to be out in the moors that dayâas I didâwe needed to find out quickly. Eliminate the innocent , that was what Chuck Obremski, my mentor in the LAPD, always used to say. Thatâs the quickest way to find the guilty.
As the fire trucks parked and watered the
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