to death of her sometimes.â
Jessie nodded. âI can believe that. The first time he held Angela, he looked as if he might faint. Obviously heâs just not used to being around kids.â
âMaybe,â Kelly said doubtfully. âWhat if itâs more than that? What if he just plain doesnât like children?â
âYou asked him to be Daniâs godfather. Obviously, you trust him instinctively with your child. Give him time around Dani and see how it goes. How does she behave around him?â
âDani misses her father desperately. She looks at Jordan with so much hope in her eyes sometimes that it breaks my heart. She wants a daddy. Iâm not sure sheâs too particular about who it is. Thatâs another reason to keep all this nonsense from her. If she learns that Jordan has proposed, sheâll stop at nothing to make it happen. Have you ever tried to say no to astubborn five-year-old? Between worrying about her finding out and fending off Jordan, the whole thing is wearing me out.â
âI think itâs supposed to wear you down.â
Kelly sighed. âThat, too.â
* * *
Jordan was beginning to wonder if Kelly was right, that he had lost his mind. For the past month heâd spent an awful lot of time trying to outguess a woman he had known forever, a woman heâd been certain he understood completely. It was a damned confounding turn of events.
Not that he didnât love a challenge. He did. Heâd just never expected his old pal Kelly to provide it. To his everlasting chagrin, he had expected her to say yes to his proposal without giving the matter a second thought. The plan was so sensible, he didnât see how she could say anything else.
As for that kiss theyâd shared, his body hardened every time he thought about it. Who would have guessed that good old Kelly had that much passion inside her? Once heâd recovered from the shock, heâd realized that it was a benefit he hadnât even considered when heâd made his choice. Discovering that he wanted her physically was a hell of a bonus.
Years ago, when heâd experienced the first faint stirrings of desire for her, heâd forced them aside. His father had always told him there were women for marrying and women for dalliances. He had known with certainty even then that Kelly was the kind of woman a man married, not the kind he experimented with. That kiss a few weeks back, though, had hintedthat she might have shared that early attraction. There had seemed to be a lot of pent-up emotion behind it.
He glanced up just in time to see Ginger taking her usual place on the corner of his desk. Her skirt hitched up a practically indecent three inches, exposing shapely thighs. Her attempt to tug it lower failed dismally. One of these days he really was going to have to have a talk with her about office decorum.
âDonât you ever sit in a chair?â he grumbled.
âSure,â she said easily. âAt my desk. At yours, this is better. So, whatâs it going to be today? Roses? Candy? Balloons? A trip to the moon?â
Jordan sighed. He was running out of ideas. âWhat would have worked on you?â
âIâm easy. Iâd have caved in after the first two or three dozen roses,â she said readily. âOf course, DeVonne did have to get a little creative. He actually told me he loved me. Have you mentioned anything along those lines to Kelly?â
He could feel patches of color climbing into his cheeks. Gingerâs expression told him she could interpret exactly what that meant. She regarded him with a mix of disgust and pity.
âYou havenât, have you? Jordan Adams, you donât deserve a woman like Kelly. Youâre some kind of throwback to another era. You think youâre doing her some great favor just by asking, donât you?â
âOf course not.â
Ginger rolled her eyes. âWork on that delivery, boss.