didnât say so, but that seemed a little idealistic of him. Piper was who she was, and you either accepted the whole package or you didnât. There were things about her I didnât likeâand sheâd added a few entries to the list tonightâbut I knew I had to take the bad with the good. Tonight had been nothing like Iâd planned or hoped for, but Iâd still had plenty of good times with her in the past. It was worth putting up with moments like this. âModeration just isnât her thing.â
Luke laughed. âYeah. Guess you could say that.â
He got into the car, and I did too, though I was super conscious that I was sitting in the front seat next to him, where Piper ought to be. A hint of panic fluttered in my belly. When Piper was around, I never had to worry much about what to talk about, because she was never at a loss for words. If a moment of silence threatened, she jumped smoothly and easily into the breach. But Piper was passed out, and I was tongue-tied around Luke in the best of times. What was I supposed to say to him after a night like tonight? Would he think I was totally standoffish and rude if I just savored the silence after the cacophony of the club?
âSorry tonight wasnât much fun for you,â Luke said as he started the car and pulled out into traffic.
âWhat? Oh. No. It was great.â I felt my face heating with a blush at my spastic response.
He gave me a knowing look. âWhat could be better than standing at a table watching the coats?â
My blush deepened, and I hoped it was dark enough that he couldnât see. âI danced!â I said, but even I could hear how defensive I sounded.
âThereâs nothing wrong with not being into the nightclub scene.â
My hackles rose, though I knew he was just trying to be nice. Iâd tried to act like I was having a great time, tried to lose myself in the musicâwhich was hard when I actually hated it. Why couldnât he just pretend he hadnât noticed I was miserable?
âItâs not really my thing, either,â Luke continued, surprising me. âBut Piper loves to dance, so I go with her.â
I glanced over my shoulder at Piper, who was still dead to the world. âThat isnât all she loves to do,â I mumbled. How did she get away with coming home drunk like this? Were her parents okay with her drinking? Or did they just not care?
âI tried to get her to slow down,â Luke said, and this time he was the one who sounded a little defensive. âBut once she gets startedâ¦â He shrugged instead of finishing the sentence. âIâm just glad she doesnât give me a hard time about taking the keys away.â
Yeah, me too. If it had been just me and Piper tonight, the way Iâd expected, would she have given me her keys?
I knew the answer to my own question. She would have fought me on it. There was no way I would have gotten into the car with her behind the wheel in the shape she was in, but would I have been assertive enough to stop her from getting in? I donât think of myself as being particularly weak willed, but sometimes Piper felt like a force of nature, and Iâd let her have her way so many times.
I didnât like where my thoughts were taking me, so I yanked my mind awayâand immediately saw the flaw with having Luke drive Piperâs car.
âHow are you going to get home?â I asked. Piperâs house was out near the Main Line, so it wasnât like he could hop on a bus or subway to get home once heâd dropped her and her car off.
âPiperâs folks will call a cab for me, or one of them will give me a ride. Theyâre just thankful I donât let her drive.â
Clearly this wasnât the first time heâd ended up in this situation. If so, it seemed like kind of a shitty way to treat your boyfriend. Piper was the only one of the three of us whoâd really