two wonât send us downhill much faster than weâre goinâ now. Itâs just that Josie wants to feed every hungry man who comes to the door. Thatâs got to stopâbut like she says, we can share with two boys.â
And so we went with them up the road to their place, which wasnât a lot better than the one we had left except there was a little furniture in the house. There was a shabby old rug on the living room floor, a few chairs, and a rickety-looking table holding a pile of newspapers and a few faded photographs. There was a little framed card on the wall with birds and flowers on it and the name of some Nebraska town in gold letters; there was also a picture of the presidential candidate Franklin Roosevelt, which had been cut from a newspaper and pinned under an old-fashioned clock.
The woman went immediately to the kitchen where she began fixing something for dinner. Joey and I sat in the living room and listened to the man as he talked on and on of the hard times that were with us and the harder times we might expect later on.
He jerked his finger toward the newspaper picture on the wall. âNow that fellowâJosie puts some stock in what he says. Not me. Maybe heâs got some new ideasâmore than likely itâs just hot air. Things have gone too far. I donât think him nor anybody else can do anything now. Weâre beat! Weâd just as well give up andââ
âBen,â the woman called from the kitchen, âtheyâre just boys. Canât you talk of something a little more cheerful? We donât help ourselves with all this carryinâ on.â
If he heard her, he paid no attention. âLast hog I took to market was a big one,â he continued as if the woman hadnât spoken. âUpwards of two-fifty it weighed. You know what I got for it? After shipping and yard expenses, exactly ninety-eight cents. Thatâs what I got for it. Ninety-eight cents. And I had to take itâI had to take what I could get because I hadnât any feed for it. Iâd haâ had a dead critter on my hands so I took the ninety-eight cents.â He had been handling a folded newspaper nervously as he talked, and now he threw it on the table with a gesture of disgust. âThis is the kind of country you boys are inâa flat broke country thatâs growinâ flatter broke. Banks have already foreclosed on half the farms in this county. Mineâll go in matter of monthsâeverything weâve worked for will be up on the auction block.â
Joey and I didnât say anything. We didnât know what to say. This angry, hopeless talk was so much like Dadâs that it made me feel restless and uneasy. I donât think, though, that the man expected us to say anything; he didnât even care whether we were listening or not. He just had to talk.
He was starting in again about more troubles of the times when the woman came and stood at the door. âBen, I want you to hush now, and get washed up for dinner,â she said quietly. âYou boys can make good use of a pan of water, too. Now, come on, all of you, and get ready for a bite to eat.â
It was a good dinner. There were plenty of biscuits, and the woman kept asking us to eat more. She managed the conversation all during the meal, and I could see that she was determined to keep her husband off the subject of his hardships.
When we had finished eating, she pointed to Howieâs banjo lying on our jackets, and asked if I could play it. I had been dreading the first time that I would have to hear those strings again, but I knew that reality had to be faced. I didnât have Howieâs skill on the banjo by a long way, but I twanged a few chords and asked Joey to sing. It was a hard moment for both of us, but it pleased the couple who sat listening. I noticed that as the man watched Joey sing, his face grew quieter and less angry-looking. After a while he laid