know what a lying piece of shit you are yet.â
Wally definitely has a special gift for buzz kills. I say, âI suppose thatâs true, Wally.â
âYou better tell her, right away, about the car.â
âYeah, I know.â
âYou better tell her soon.â
I feel worse and worse the more we talk.
I say, âYeah, Iâll do that, Wal. Listen, I gotta go.â
Wally says, âJust one more thing.â
âWhat?â
âBefore she dumps you, will you ask her if any of her cheerleader pals need a boyfriend?â
In as nasty, sarcastic a voice as I can manage, I answer, âSure, Wally, no problemâIâll pimp you up big-time.â
Wally, totally not even noticing my tone or maybe just ignoring it, says, âThanks, man!â
When I phone Becka tonight, we have a longer visit. Itâs cool getting to know her better. She comes from a pretty big family, five kids all together. Her youngest sister, who is four years old, has Down syndrome, which doesnât seem to bother Becka. In fact, Becka shares a bedroom with her. Beckaâs the oldest kid in her family. Sheâs also a gymnast and a cheerleader-goddess. Sheâs a National Merit Scholar and incredibly beautiful. In other words, Becka Thorson is perfect.
âBut can you cook?â I ask her, trying to be funny.
âNot a thing.â She laughs. âIâve burned water! Nope, prepare to spend the rest of whatever meager income you ever earn after âVette repairs on Caesar salads for moi.â
I hesitate a second.
She laughs. âDonât worry, big boy, that wasnât a marriage proposal.â
Actually, marriage doesnât sound like such a bad plan; thatâs how totally gone I already am on her. Iâll never, ever meet a girl as cool as Becka again. We agree that our first date will be a walk in Riverside State Park followed by frozen yogurt.
âHowâs the âVette?â she asks, smashing my marital fantasies to smithereens. Itâs the car sheâs hot for, not me; remember that, you idiot.
âStill in the shop,â I answerâhey, Iâll take her any way I can get her.
âDo they know whatâs wrong with it yet?â
âUh, not really. So you can drive us this Friday?â
Becka says, âSure, Iâll pick you up around six.â
I give her my address and hope like hell that Don wonât be home that evening working on my ⦠I mean ⦠his Stingray in his driveway!
ELEVEN
Mom is hopeless at advising me about my date. Not that Iâve asked for or want any advice, but she has lots of it to offer anywayâall worse than useless.
âGirls like to be treated special,â Mom tells me, like this is some big breakthrough in gender relations.
âYeah, I got that. Thanks, Oprah.â I donât mean to sound like such a smart-ass, but Momâs been sitting on the edge of my bed for the whole time Iâve been trying on different shirts and trying to get my hair right. I canât handle another suggestion.
Mom starts, âIf she asks aboutââ
I interrupt, âMom, thatâs it. I canât listen to thisâwill you please just leave it alone. Itâs not like this is the first date Iâve ever had!â
Actually, it is the first date Iâve ever had, other than meeting up with girls at school dances in the seventh grade. Were those really dates?
Mom knows that since Dad died Iâve kind of gone into a shell. Hell, âkind ofâ? The average garden snail sees more action than I have. Sheâs tried to help me but failed miserably, since I wonât let her.
Mom and I went to grief counseling for quite a while, and that seemed to help her some, but nothing has helped me. I know lots of kids whose parents have gotten divorced. Some of them lose contact with their dads. But having your dad die , especially the way my dad died, and knowing that
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