the spirited conversation that is happening around me.
âIâm sorry. I was lost in my own thoughts.â
âWe were talking about Pastor Cole and his ministry and who mightâve killed him,â Victory says.
A pretty morbid conversation to have over fish, but then again, I can imagine a murder occurring on a neighboring island is rare and how that would be the talk of the town.
âWhat about it?â
âWe were just saying that the devil hates success in the Kingdom and with a worldwide ministry, who knows how many greedy people were after him,â Adele says.
âDid he really have an international ministry?â I ask.
The group gives me a quizzical look. I know the question seems absurd, but itâs not.
âYes, he had churches in Africa, Afghanistan, and Europe,â Sammy says.
âDo you know what a satellite church is? They set up a big flat-screen TV in a room and Pastor Cole preaches to them, and they collect an offering. What I find funny, well, not really funny but interesting, is of all the testimonies of people with fancy cars, big homes, and obese bank accounts, none of them have come from one of these satellite churches. Itâs a lot easier to preach prosperity in a land thatâs fueled by greed.â
âWho says people in Africa need a Rolls-Royce?â Sammy Moses says. âPeople use their faith for different things. Some people use their faith to build, while others use their faith to endure.â
âBut I think the point that is getting lost is the fact that the Gospel is being preached. Who cares if itâs being done through a flat-screen television set up in a hut in Nairobi?â Victory asks.
âMaybe thatâs because there are a lot of homes in Nairobi that donât have a television, let alone a flat screen,â I say.
âDoc, youâre arguing semantics. The bottom line is that Pastor Cole was about building the Kingdom.â
âOh, Pastor Cole was about building. Building a bigger building,â I say.
âAnd how many buildings have you built through your ministry? Donât criticize a man for doing something, unless you endeavor to do better,â Adele says.
That stings to not have an answer to Adeleâs question. My friends shook their heads at my cynicism. I mustâve gotten too comfortable because usually I do a better job of concealing my sentiments. At the same time, I canât always be cloak-and-dagger.
âIâm just saying that sometimes people donât need a new car. They just need to know that there is a better life available. Everything else is a distraction from the true meaning of the Gospel,â I say.
âAnd in that regard, I donât think thereâs that much of a difference between you and Cole,â Victory says. âIn the end, weâre different parts in the same body.â
Victory receives a round of applause from everyone at the table. She may have a point, and, in truth, I can go on for hours and debate with her, but my attention has been directed to the man on the other side of the restaurant whose attention is set dead square on us. I know that he canât possibly be listening to our conversation, given that the restaurant is somewhat busy. And thereâs no way he could pick up on our conversation from where heâs standing. From where Iâm sitting, I see that the man has dreads that go all the way down his back. His black skin makes his bloodshot eyes stand out.
I am always alert and aware of my surroundings; that is both my gift and my curse. There are some things I donât want to notice, like this gentleman with the dreads in his mustard-colored two-piece suit. Iâm uneasy, and I know that Iâm not being paranoid. Victory snaps her fingers to get my attention again.
âAre we boring you?â she asks.
âNo, Iâm just reflecting on what Pastor Cole couldâve been involved in that wouldâve