eyes out, with a policeman crouched at her feet. Way to fit in discreetly in a new town , she thought miserably.
âIâm sorry to have caused a big scene. Iâm okay, really,â she said, taking a deep breath. The last thing she needed was to have a police officer thinking she was on the verge of a nervous breakdown. âItâs just been a very stressful few weeks.â
John wasnât buying it. âIâll feel better if I know youâre really okay, so humour me and let me get you a cuppa and something to eat, okay?â he said, standing up and carefully closing her door.
She considered driving off, but the thought that he might put on his sirens and book her in the main street stopped herâshe couldnât cope with any more publicityâso she gave a jerky nod, waited for him to pull out, then followed him.
Kate winced slightly as he pulled into the police station. This would surely get around town in a flash.
The station smelled of paper and ink and floor wax. Kate trailed John out the back to a small room that served as a tearoom.
âOkay, start from the beginning, tell me why your kids are going to have trouble fitting in here,â John said as soon as the two of them were seated at the table with a cup of coffee.
Kate let out a long breath. âWell, thereâs my delinquent daughter, whom youâve already picked up trying to buy alcohol within minutes of arriving in town,â she started dryly. âSheâs actually the main reason weâre here. Back in Sydney, the police picked her up very early one morning outside a train station. She was with a group of other kids, most of them drunk or stoned.â
Georgia, so Kate later discovered, had apparently been climbing out of her bedroom window for weeks before sheâd been caught, and had been wandering the streets at night with a gang of kids from her school. Discovering that while she thought her child had been safely tucked up in bed sheâd actually been out on streets most adults wouldnât dare walk down at night had been a terrifying wake-up call.
âShe was hanging around a boy called Snake. He was nineteen and had a police record. I donât know how far sheâd gotten into drugs and drinking, I suspect she was still only experimenting, but I was at my witsâ end trying to think of how I could keep her away from all of that.â
She picked at the chip on the handle of the ceramic mug. âI had to work two jobs, so I wasnât around anywhere near enough, and we lived in a crappy area because, thanks to my gambling ex-husband, I was completely broke and couldnât afford a decent place to bring up the kids.â Kate stopped abruptly, realising to her embarrassment how much sheâd revealed to a relative stranger.
âItâs okay, Kate. I have a feeling you havenât been able to talk this stuff over with anyone before, am I right?â
She shook her head. She couldnât actually remember talking like this with anyone in a very long time. The friends sheâd made over the years were really only acquaintances, women who had kids who went to the same school or played in the same sports teams. They were friends she shared the sports-kit washing with, not her personal demons.
âYou can talk to me, Kate. I think you need to,â he said, leaning back in his chair.
âUnderneath that tough act, I know Georgiaâs a good kid, sheâs just a bit lost and confused.â Kateâs voice wobbled but she took a sip of coffee and got it under control. âLiamâs the opposite. Since his father and I divorced, he seems to have lost all self-confidence. He wonât sleep at night unless the lightâs on, he was getting bullied at his old school, he will barely let me out of his sight. It just breaks my heart to see him so miserable.â
âDo they still see their father?â John asked carefully.
She shook her head