ate the soup as the moon rose in the east. Then we both finished our drinks. There were no sounds except the crackling and popping of the fire.
âLance wonât like that youâre looking for him,â Allie said, watching sparks drift into the dark sky. âHeâll be even madder when you lead the Feds to him. If we even find him.â
âAbout this âweâ . . .â
âYou need me, Barr.â
âI need to find my sister. Youâre not going to help me do that. Youâre just going to give me one more person to worry about.â
Allie stopped poking the fire and gave me one of those stop treating me like a child looks. âI can handle myself, Barr.â
âUh-huh.â
We both stared at each other, two equally stubborn people agreeing on a stalemate. A few seconds passed, then Allie broke the silence: âWhat did your sister say to you anyway? To make you so worried?â
I looked up from the flames. âShe made me promise to come get her. Said some guy was trying to kill her. When sheâs high she can say anything, but she didnât sound high. Anyway, the call ended before I could find out more.â
âAnd youâre pretty sure itâs Lance who has her?â
âEither he has her or he knows who has her. Same difference.â
âWeâll find him,â she said. âWe know where to start.â
I grunted. There it was again, more âwe.â
Allie seemed to sense my skepticism. âI know what Lance looks like. Most people donât. Thatâs why he uses so many middle men. If you find him without me, and he has Jen hidden somewhere, how are you going to know youâve got the right guy?â
I nodded, took another slug. âPoint for you,â I said. âBut what happens when this gets nasty, like Iâm afraid itâs going to? People will get hurt. A lot of people if they keep getting between me and my sister. Are you okay with that?â
She sipped her wine and waited a long time before answering. The flames were down to half their original size when she said, âIâm okay with it. Brent and Lance are assholes. Iâve known a lot of assholes in my life. Too many. They always seem to get away with it. Except this time I have a feeling they wonât. Iâm coming with you. Itâs final.â
I didnât put up any more resistance. We sat in silence for another hour, each lost in our thoughts, listening to the crickets and the night wind. I was about to pour another cup when I looked over at Allie and finally saw her shivering. Without thinking, I rose, took off my coat, and put it gently over her legs. For the first time that day, she didnât argue. Instead, she looked at me closelyâeyes scrunched, the way Iâd scan the sky for weather.
A few minutes later she rose abruptly from her camp chair and I smelled wine and pumpkin on her sweet breath. âIâm going to sleep, Barr. Weâll talk in the morning.â I heard her rearranging things in the tent; then she tossed my sleeping bag out the door and into the brush. After that, the tentâs zipper closed tight.
CHAPTER NINE
T he robins woke me up at false dawn. I slithered out of the sleeping bag, found fresh clothes, and changed in the pale morning light, under the trees. I assumed Allie was still sleeping and knew that it would be in my best interest to let her stay that way. I packed the bag, grabbed my rifle, and went on a little patrol that mimicked one Iâd done last night before turning in. I didnât think there was any chance of a new threat; I just wanted to smell the piney air and think.
Gawain, Perceval, Lancelot, and all the other knights Iâd read about as a kid would have been proud of me. Iâd defended the beautiful maiden, hadnât taken advantage of her, even made her a partner of sorts. What could go wrong?
Making my way back to camp, I remembered the
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