November 9: A Novel by Colleen Hoover Read Free Book Online Page B

tell myself that everything he said seemed genuine—that he really does find me attractive somehow. And honestly, does it really matter in the grand scheme of things? I’m moving to the opposite end of the country, so it’s not like whatever happens in the next few hours will impact my life one way or another. Who cares if the guy just wants to get in my pants? I’d actually
prefer
it if that’s all he wanted. It’s the first time in two years someone has made me feel desirable, so I’m not going to beat myself up over the fact that I’m enjoying it as much as I am.
    I walk to my dresser and hear him dialing a number on his phone. I’m quiet as he makes the call.
    “Can I get a reservation for two tonight at seven?”
    The silence after that question is palpable as I wait to hear what he says next. My heart has gotten more of a workout in the past two hours than it has in the entire past two months.
    “Benton Kessler. K-E-S-S-L-E-R.”
More silence.
“Perfect. Thank you so much.”
More silence.
    I’m digging through my top drawer, acting like I’m not praying to the Lord that he intends for me to be his plus one at that dinner. I hear him shift on the bed and stand up, so I turn around to see him walking toward me. He grins and then peeks over my shoulder at the drawer I’m rifling through.
    “Is that your panty drawer?” He reaches around and grabs a pair. I pull them out of his hand and toss them toward my suitcase.
    “Hands off,” I tell him.
    He walks around me and leans his elbow against the dresser. “If you’re packing underwear, that means you don’t go commando. So by process of elimination, I’ve figured out that you’re currently wearing a thong. Now I just have to find out what color it is.”
    I toss the contents of my drawer toward my suitcase. “It takes a lot more than smooth talk to get me down to my panties,
Ben the Writer
.”
    He grins. “Oh yeah? Like what? A fancy dinner?” He pushes off the dresser and stands up straight, shoving his hands in the pockets of his jeans. “Because it just so happens I have reservations at the Chateau Marmont tonight at seven.”
    I laugh. “You don’t say.” I walk around him to my closet again, attempting to hide the huge smile on my face.
Thank you, Jesus. He’s taking me to dinner.
As soon as I reach my closet, my smile turns tepid.
What the hell am I going to wear? I haven’t been on a date since before my boobs were fully grown!
    “Fallon O’Neil?” he says, this time from the doorway of my closet. “Will you go on a date with me tonight?”
    I sigh and look down at my boring clothes. “What the hell am I going to wear to the Chateau?” I look back at him and make a face. “Couldn’t we have just gone to Chipotle or something?”
    He laughs and then steps into my closet, pushing past me. He sifts through the clothes in the back of my closet. “Too long,” he says as he scoots hangers over one by one. “Too ugly. Too casual. Too dressy.” He finally stops and pulls something off the rod. He turns around and holds up a black dress I’ve been meaning to throw away since the day my mother bought it for me.
    She’s always buying me clothes in hopes I’ll actually wear them. Clothes that don’t cover up my scars.
    I shake my head and grab the dress from him, hanging it back in its spot. I grab one of the few long-sleeved dresses I own and I pull it off the hanger. “I like this one.”
    His eyes fall to the dress he initially picked out and he pulls it off the hanger and shoves it at me. “But I want you to wear this one.”
    I shove the dress back at him. “I don’t want to wear that, I want to wear this.”
    “No,” he says. “I’m paying for dinner, so I get to choose what to stare at while we eat.”
    “Then
I’ll
pay for dinner and wear the dress
I
want to wear.”
    “Then I’ll stand you up and go to Chipotle.”
    I groan. “I think we’re having our first fight as a couple.”
    He smiles and holds out the