available in Copenhagen now, if you know where to look,â he went on, âand so there will be others coming to you as well, Iâm sure.â
But it wasnât true. Annemarie was quite certain it wasnât true. Cigarettes were the thing that Papa missed, the way Mama missed coffee. He complained oftenâhe had complained only yesterdayâthat there were no cigarettes in the stores. The men in his office, he said, making a face, smoked almost anything: sometimes dried weeds rolled in paper, and the smell was terrible.
Why was Papa speaking that way, almost as if he were speaking in code? What was Mama
really
taking to Uncle Henrik?
Then she knew. It was Ellen.
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The train ride north along the Danish coast was very beautiful. Again and again they could see the sea from the windows. Annemarie had made this trip often to visit her grandparents when they were alive, and later, after they were gone, to see the cheerful, suntanned, unmarried uncle whom she loved.
But the trip was new to Ellen, who sat with her face pressed to the window, watching the lovely homes along the seaside, the small farms and villages.
âLook!â Annemarie exclaimed, and pointed to the opposite side. âItâs Klampenborg, and the Deer Park! Oh, I wish we could stop here, just for a little while!â
Mama shook her head. âNot today,â she said. The train did stop at the small Klampenborg station, but none of the few passengers got off. âHave you ever been there, Ellen?â Mama asked, but Ellen said no.
âWell, someday you will go. Someday you will walk through the park and you will see hundreds of deer, tame and free.â
Kirsti wriggled to her knees and peered through the window. âI donât see any deer!â she complained.
âThey are there, Iâm sure,â Mama told her. âTheyâre hiding in the trees.â
The train started again. The door at the end of their car opened and two German soldiers appeared. Annemarie tensed. Not here, on the train, too? They were
everywhere.
Together the soldiers strolled through the car, glancing at passengers, stopping here and there to ask a question. One of them had something stuck in his teeth; he probed with his tongue and distorted his own face. Annemarie watched with a kind of frightened fascination as the pair approached.
One of the soldiers looked down with a bored expression on his face. âWhere are you going?â he asked.
âGilleleje,â Mama replied calmly. âMy brother lives there. We are going to visit him.â
The soldier turned away and Annemarie relaxed. Then, without warning, he turned back. âAre you visiting your brother for the New Year?â he asked suddenly.
Mama stared at him with a puzzled look. âNew Year?â she asked. âIt is only October.â
âAnd guess what!â Kirsti exclaimed suddenly, in a loud voice, looking at the soldier.
Annemarieâs heart sank and she looked at her mother. Mamaâs eyes were frightened. âShhh, Kirsti,â Mama said. âDonât chatter so.â
But Kirsti paid no attention to Mama, as usual. She looked cheerfully at the soldier, and Annemarie knew what she was about to say: This is our friend Ellen and itâs
her
New Year!
But she didnât. Instead, Kirsti pointed at her feet. âIâm going to visit my Uncle Henrik,â she chirped, âand Iâm wearing my brand-new shiny black shoes!â
The soldier chuckled and moved on.
Annemarie gazed through the window again. The trees, the Baltic Sea, and the cloudy October sky passed in a blur as they continued north along the coast.
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âSmell the air,â Mama said when they stepped off the train and made their way to the narrow street, âIsnât it lovely and fresh? It always brings back memories for me.â
The air was breezy and cool, and carried the sharp, not unpleasant smell of salt and fish. High