mirth faded. “If you go to Gliru-hals, you might never
come back again,” he said worriedly. “I remember how it was before.
Sorkvir was the grandest thing you ever saw. You were lucky to have
escaped from him once. Are you sure he’ll let you go a second time?”
“I have a good sword, Snagi, made of Scipling steel,” Leifr
assured him, sensing his fond concern. “Sorkvir’s alog hasn’t touched
it. As long as I have it in my hand, I’ll have a fighting chance of getting
away from Sorkvir again.”
Snagi wagged his head in solemn agreement. “I’ll have the mare
saddled for you. This isn’t like before, when you didn’t want to be one
of us.”
Leifr stared after his patient brown backside, stumping across the
overgrown courtyard toward the stable, and wondered if he would ever
understand Fridmarr completely. An uneasy sense that he was
treading blithely over cavernous depths began to plague him,
especially when he considered what he was about to do. Over the past
three days he had at least learned in which direction Gliru-hals lay, but
everyone seemed to expect Fridmarr to know what awaited him within.
Snagi accompanied him as far as the first gate, which he
ceremoniously opened for Leifr. At that moment, a flock of sheep
pattered across their path and Leifr stopped to let them pass. As the
shepherd went by, Leifr caught a glimpse of a woman’s face beneath the
closely drawn, ragged hood. Twice she looked over her shoulder with a
frown and would have hurried on with her blattering sheep if Snagi had
not called out to her.
“Halloa! Ljosa! Stop a moment!” He hobbled after her, anxious
to impart his news of Fridmarr’s return.
“I’ve heard it already,” she said, with an unfriendly toss of
her head in Leifr’s direction. “Everyone is anxious for me to know that
Fridmarr is back, although I fail to see where the honor lies in returning
forty-odd years after he’s caused his brother to be killed.”
“No! Ljosa!” Leifr gasped, caught completely off balance by an
overwhelmingly poignant surge of recognition sparked by the
carbuncle. With a wave of revulsion, he wished he were posing as
almost anyone else but Fridmarr. The hatred in Ljosa’s eyes struck
deep. Her anger lent a soft blush to her pale and delicate cheek and
added brilliance to her large and alluring eyes. Tendrils of fair hair
escaped from her hood like wisps of mist, agitated by her deep, quick
breathing as she looked at him. The ragged cloak enveloping her
form failed to conceal her regal bearing, made even more haughty by
her indignation.
Ljosa gripped her shepherd’s staff resolutely. “I don’t know what
you’re thinking of to come back here,” she said in a low, forceful tone.
“You can’t possible do more harm than you’ve already done. Or are you
dissatisfied with your handiwork? Is there someone else besides
Bodmarr you’d like to sacrifice? At least my father is out of your
reach now. He died last spring in Sorkvir’s dungeon.” Angrily she
dabbed at a tear with a tatter from her cloak, turning away to hide
her emotion.
“I’m sorry to hear that,” Leifr said unsteadily, flogging
his wits for something appropriate to say. “I know I’m guilty of many
things, but I want to make amends.”
“Amends! Do you think that’s the way to find peace of mind,
Fridmarr?” she retorted. “Can you ever ease your conscience after what
happened to Bodmarr? A lifetime of good deeds will not bring him
back. Amends are futile and vain when lives have been blasted and
shattered.“ She whistled to her dogs to gather the scattered sheep and
strode away.
Leifr gazed at her haughty back, but she did not favor him
with a second glance. He expelled a weary sigh, totally baffled by
Ljosa’s hatred of Fridmarr.
“You almost wouldn’t know her now in those ordinary
observed. “A far cry from what she once was, when
clothes,” Snagi
Hroald was chieftain. Still as