do computer
projections in holographic mode, I could get a faster read than in flat mode. I packed
both computers and told Michael what I was doing.
“You take what you need,” he said. “If you need more
stuff, we’ll get it for you.”
He smiled. I couldn’t get a smile going because I was thinking
really hard. When my brain is in gear, the smile doesn’t get out too easily. Some
people think I’m hard. I’m not. Maybe a little too intense at times, but
not really hard.
Breakfast: eggs, juice, tea, coffee, cereal, fruit, toast, sausages, and
something that looked like creamed spinach. Mei-Mei was sitting next to Drego again. She
kind of leaned toward him, claiming part of his space.
Tristan was at the end of the table. He was eating the fruit and the
spinach-looking stuff and staring down at his plate as Javier talked.
“It’s a three-hour-and-fifteen-minute flight from Newark to
Heathrow,” he said. “So we should be there by seven at the latest. The
British group is going to meet us and transport us to our hotel. From what we
feel—feel more than know—the Eton Group doesn’t really trust
anyone.They’re talking about Anglo-American ties, but
they’ve been burned in the past. Two years ago, they organized an Occupy rally in
Parliament Square and there were more police than occupiers. Then all the leaders of the
group were singled out and photographed. The police knew when they were coming, and who
the leaders were.”
“In England, they have those cameras everywhere.” Tristan
spoke without looking up. “You can’t take a crap in London without being
photographed.”
“We aren’t doing anything illegal,” Javier went on.
“We’re just gathering information. We’ll be photographed, but most
likely, any information they gather will stay in Britain. They just gather so much of
it.”
“If the British have to watch everyone so closely,” Mei-Mei
said, “why should we trust them?”
“We’ll trust them until we find a reason not to trust
them,” Michael said. “Our mission isn’t to take over anything or
even to occupy anything. We’re living in a world where the stick seems to have
nothing but shitty ends. We’re looking to see if we can make a difference. Too
many people are sitting by the roadside, too tired to move on. Maybe they’re too
old and tired. Maybe we are too. I have to know, one way or the other.”
He looked away, as if what he was saying had affected him, but I
didn’t see how it had. He was still being a mystery.
It was a different world and I wasn’t sure of myself. Everything
about Michael and Javier smelled of bigger money than I had ever smelled. Even the way
they sat at the table, so relaxed, so sure of themselves, said that thiswas where they belonged, and that they had been here before.
Tristan was alone with his thoughts and seemed almost as if he was
brooding about something. Anja was light, airy. She tried talking to Tristan a couple of
times, but he only grunted in return. Mei-Mei and Drego acted as if they were hanging
out. I wondered how close they really were.
That left me. I had a feeling in the pit of my stomach that I was
overmatched. When you got down to it, nobody was giving shout-outs to math. They all had
something special going on, and I didn’t feel as if I could keep up with
them.
On the way to the airport, I was thinking of the invasion of Normandy. A
bunch of guys thinking they were going to save the world and dying on the beaches.
Security. People going through while scanners were going over their chips.
An Indian family tried to go through and the scanners couldn’t read the
woman’s chip. The guards pulled her over to the side and had her stand against
the wall while her children cried. Gross.
I got to the security kiosk, and the security dude ran the scanning wand
over my right hip. My picture appeared on the screen next to him, and he