knitted. “You didn’t think of all of that huh?” She shook
her head. That was the original idea but I think I forgot the reasoning behind
the idea somewhere along the way. I’m remembering though.” The corner of his
mouth lifted.
“I thought that
you just wanted to be in charge.” He smirked. She had the most beautiful
smart mouth.
“Well, that too.”
They both laughed.
“Jordan. I don’t
know if I can…” God those eyes, he could look into them forever.
“You still love me
Lettie. You proved it earlier, even if you don’t want to admit it, you still
want me.” She licked her lips and he watched closely.
“I always wanted
you Jordan. I…just…I...I wanted you to be less selfish with me.” He was
nodding. “I need…”
“I know what you
need darlin’.” He hadn’t called her that since they were teenagers. He knew
she couldn’t fight that. He knew what it did to her because she’d told him
back when they were so crazy for each other neither of them could see past the
other. Her core clenched at the memory. Jordan was crawling toward her.
“I’ll give it all up if it will make you happy. All I ever wanted was to make
you happy.” Her heart was banging around in her chest making it hard to
breathe. His eyes flashed. “I want you Lettie and I want to leave my mark on
you, this time I want it to be permanent.” He was getting too close, crowding
her.
“Whoa.” Lettie
put her hand up to stop him. “I didn’t agree to that.” It was getting hard to
control her breathing and soon it would be impossible to tell him ‘no.’
“I said I would give
up alpha, what else do you want? Just say and it’s yours.” He was so big, so beautiful,
and so aroused. Wow.
“Um.” He took her
hand, the one stopping him and kissed it. “I want you to slow down. We aren’t
finished negotiating.” Lettie pulled her knees up to her chest.
“I am. Whatever
you want, it’s yours. You have my heart. It’s all you need to get whatever
you want.” His eyes were amber.
“Kiss me.” He
kissed her hand again. “Here.” She pointed to her lips. His mouth pressed
warmly to hers. “And here.” She pointed to her nose. “Here.” Her neck. She
felt teeth and shifted away. “Just kiss.” She pointed to her belly button
when she pulled her shirt up. He dipped his tongue into it and she trembled.
Jordan’s kisses trailed lower and he spread her legs. His kisses grew more intimate
the closer he went to her core. “Shit.” She hissed and he chuckled. Jordan’s
tongue caressed her clitoris and her toes curled. Her legs shook. He spread
them further while bending them up, nearly folding her in half. “Oh.” His
tongue dipped into the well of her vagina then licked up to her clitoris
again. His mouth closed over the small nub, he sucked it then, and Lettie
nearly screamed with the orgasm that crashed through her.
“You always did
love that.” Jordan murmured. “What you didn’t know was that I love it too. I
love the sounds that you make, the way your body responds and bucks. I love
the way orgasms sneak up on you and make you scream. You’ve always responded
so well to me, to the things I do to you Lettie.” His tongue dipped inside of
her again and she trembled. “I’m going to keep doing this to you until you
can’t take another lick, suck, or nibble.” He murmured against the sensitive
skin. She moaned and tried to move away because what he was doing felt too
damn good. When had Jordan learned to be so attentive? Sure, they’d always
been good together, good at getting the other off, but he was always more into it
for self satisfaction really. Not that he minded pleasing her but it was with
the understanding that she would please him as well. The Jordan between her
legs didn’t seem concerned with his own pleasure, but the day