âSheâs unsinkable.â
Ordinarily Cougar might have doubted the notion on the grounds that the person simply hadnât waded in deep enough, but Sally was far from ordinary. And Celia? If he drowned in the womanâs eyes, it wouldnât be a bad way to go. As long as he didnât come bobbing back up to the surface and find himself in a mud puddle. Heâd been there, and he wasnât going back.
He wasnât looking forward to loading a wild horse into a trailer, either, but Logan had him covered. No pushing, no pulling, no slapping. The closest thing Cougar had ever witnessed to Loganâs display of patience was a dog training session with Staff Sergeant Mary Tutan, which led him to conclude that theirs was a match made in the kind of heaven where dogs and horsesâthe Lakota sunka and sunka wakan âdwelled side by side with human spirits. The notion made a pretty picture for Cougar to file among the good places he regularly sought for refuge when ugly thoughts crowded his damaged head.
âThe Paint doesnât have a schedule,â Logan said. âAnd we wonât try to give him one. If our time runs out, weâll walk away and come back later.â
Logan instructed Cougar to approach the trailer beside the horse, not ahead or behind, and to remember that horses were naturally claustrophobic. Cougar had no trouble sympathizing with that particular fear. It was one of several heâd brought home with him.
It turned out heâd chosen a horse that was compliant by nature, and Logan was able to drive away with him in time to make his meeting.
And then it was time to take a ride. Celia insisted on packing food for a picnic, which was a foreign concept to Cougar. But he liked the way she hustledaround the kitchen, checking in with him to find out whether he liked this or that. He tried to tell her he wasnât picky, but she kept asking, and he kept saying âSounds goodâ until she had that canvas lunch bag so full she could hardly close it.
Celia was able to walk right up to the big gray gelding she would be riding, but Cougar had to throw a loop over the buckskin he was assigned. Celia wasnât going to let him saddle her horse for her until he claimed it to be a manâs duty according to his tradition. He didnât know whether he was feeding her a lineâhe figured saddling a womanâs horse had to be covered in some soldier, cowboy or Indian code of conductâbut the way she bought into it made him feel good.
The horses were two of Sallyâs favorites. Tankâthe big grayâwas the only horse Celia would ride. Heâd been Sallyâs first adoption, and he was a good example of the mustang-draft horse cross that had developed when farmers had opened the gates and turned their plow horses free to fend for themselves. Hostile times, hard times, changing times, the horse had survived it all.
So far.
Cougar rode Little Henry, a horse that liked to play. He was exactly the ride Cougar needed. Coming home to find that he no longer owned a horse had been a staggering blow, the bullet that broke the soldierâs heart. Hoka hey! heâd cried. Itâs a good day to die! Heâd flipped out, gone on a killer drunk, ended up behind bars and then behind locked doors on the psych ward.
And all heâd really needed was a playful horse and a good day to ride.
Celiaâs ponytail bobbing around up ahead of him was a nice bonus. The way it swished back and forth from shoulder to beautiful bare shoulder was an unexpected turn-on. His little buckskin danced beneath him, eager to pass the big gray, but there was no way Cougar was giving up this view. It took them nearly an hour to reach their destination.
Time well spent.
âThere it is,â Celia said of the grassland beyond the three-strand barbwire fence. âThatâs Maryâs fatherâs land. Dan Tutan territory. Here at the Double D heâs known as