doctor wiped away the drop with the sleeve of his surgical smock.
âOur marriage?â he repeated.
God, he hated her when she got into a snit about their relationship. Patsy could be so manipulative. She felt the need to dominate him; she liked to trap him in front of witnesses. Thatâs when she showed her true colors.
âArenât you worried about Malcolm and Celeste?â she asked.
The doctor was aghast. He was taken aback by Patsyâs tone of voice. How dare she try to belittle him. If she thought she could humiliate him before several of the hospitalâs employees, she had another thing coming.
âDonât talk to me about Malcolm and Celeste,â he snapped. âThey were your idea, not mine. Remember, dear?â
âOh, now we have the real story...it was my idea,â Patsy mocked him.
Sheâd picked up the ability, God knows where, to mimic his voice. During the course of their marriage, sheâd learned to twist the way he talked into an unflattering caricature that made him feel like a dunce. She could throw his own words back at him with a venom that made him think he was three inches tall and shrinking.
âYes, it was your idea. That and giving them those ridiculous names.â
âYou donât like their names? I didnât know weâd come this far. This is wonderful. Itâs so good to hear you be honest for a change.â
âDonât provoke me. It wonât work. Iâm too smart to fall for it.â
He put his hands over his ears. He tried to reassure himself, this was not happening. To speak his mind, that was a big mistake.
âI told you it would turn out this way,â Patsy said with self-evident satisfaction. âI always knew youâd shirk your duties as a father and as a man.â
âWhoâs wearing the chastity belt? Can I ask you that?â the doctor blazed up.
âThatâs it. Itâs over. Youâve gone too far, Richard.â
âTake her away,â the doctor ordered. He snapped his fingers. The tableau surrounding the gurney liquefied instantaneously.
âWhere to?â the first medic said.
âTo the incinerator room,â the doctor replied.
He turned around and took off down the hallway. He was determined to keep her from having the last word. It was too late; he wasnât quick enough. Before he passed out of hearing range, Patsy used the last of her strength to lean over the restraining bars of the gurney, and to scream, âYouâll pay for this, you bastard!â
âIâm sure I will,â the doctor muttered.
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i turned off the engine as the squad car rolled up to the curb near the abandoned building on Twenty-first
Street. The warm Mission night was quieter than usual. That gladdened me: I was having a hard time concentrating on what I needed to do.
âWhat are we doing here again?â Bellamy complained. âCâmon, Coddy. We donât need to do this. What the fuck are you trying to prove, ha?â
âWould you look at that? Would you look at that house?â I said with admiration. âThis is what I was telling you about.â
âIâm serious, man! Donât shine me on! What are we doing here? I want some answers!â
âRelax, Bells. I know what Iâm doing. If you stay loose, youâll see what Iâm talking about.â
Bellamy crossed his arms and didnât say a word. He slunk down in his seat, waxing sullen vibrations while he
watched me get out of the car. I could feel his eyes questioning my sanity.
I held my riot helmet in one hand. The hulking Victorian with its ruined gables stood out against the moon light. I adjusted my garrison belt and smoothed back my admittedly receding hairline. A bird chittered in a backyard tree. A balmy night like this seemed to be the right kind of weather for a man about to change his life.
âSee, Bells? Is