say, is that a crime?
âStay on topic,â she said. âSurely yesterdayâs race proved to Gil that you can focus on your driving.â
âYouâd think.â He shoved his hands in his pockets. âUnfortunately it wasnât enough. If I donât make the Chaseâyou know what that is, right?â
She nodded. âQuinn told me.â
âDid he also tell you Rev Energy Drinks will pull its sponsor dollars and Gilâs threatened to fire me?â
âIâno! Thatâs awful.â
âI plan to make the Chase,â Eli assured her. âBut it wonât be easy and itâs not all up to me.â
âGil didnât seem unreasonable,â Jen said, uncertain.
âHeâs not. Mostly. But if heâs seriously ticked off, he might fire me anyway, even if another driver takes me out, no fault of mine.â Eli put his hands either side of her on the fence rail. His mouth was almost level with hers.
She diverted her gaze over his shoulder.
âGilâs less likely to sack me if he thinks Iâm doing things his way,â Eli said. âIf you and I keep up our act through to at least Richmondâ¦â
Jen snapped her eyes back to him. âThatâs weeks away!â
He nodded. His expression was neutral, but she discerned tension in his grip on the fence. One thing sheâd learned yesterday was that NASCAR drivers faced intense pressure. A wave of sympathy washed over her.
âSurely Gil knows,â she suggested, âthose lightning-quick reactions you have on the track are the flipside of your distractibility.â Sheâd been amazed how Eli could seize an opportunity almost before his rivals knew it existed.
âI guess.â He scratched the back of his neck, frowning.
âAnd the way you kept changing strategy on the fly, all through the race. Thatâs part of the same quality.â
âFor someone who never watched a NASCAR race before, you picked up a lot,â he said.
âI guess I picked up enough to respect what you do,â she admitted.
His eyes widened in feigned shock. âYou mean, you accept that driving a stock car is a real job?â
She waggled her hand to signify maybe, since he didnât need any more adulation in his life. âIâm not saying itâs in the same league as plumber, or copâ¦â
âOr chicken farmer?â he suggested.
âHmm,â she said thoughtfully as she pretended to assess him. Her scrutiny swiftly deteriorated into outright ogling of the planes of his face, his broad shoulders, the muscled physique that made him the perfect poster boy for Rev Energy Drinks. Jen drew a pleasurable breath, aware that somethingâthe morning sun?âwas going dangerously to her head. âIâm not sure youâd make it as a chicken farmer.â
That piece of nonsense somehow warmed Eliâs gaze. âCruel,â he murmured. Then, before she could figure what he was up to, his hands went to her waist and he swung her off the fence in one smooth movement.
âPut me down!â she squawked.
He planted her in front of him, still holding her. âI like you, Jen,â he said. âYouâre good company. I get that you donât want to date a guy like me for realâ¦â
Darn it, she couldnât stop staring at his lips. The onlyconsolation was he seemed to have a similar fixation with hers.
âBut Iâd sure appreciate it,â he said huskily, âif youâd come back to me.â
He liked her. Eli Ward had said he liked her! What if, although theyâd started off pretending at romance, he really did think that kiss was special, after all? What if, beneath the NASCAR glitz, he was just an ordinary guyâno, he could never be ordinary. But what if he was a guy with a problem, just like everyone had problems? And she could help?
âWhat about my job, and Granddad?â she prevaricated, aware