been better if heâd confessed to an affair with whatâs-her-name, the redheaded, red-hot real estate agent. Almost.
She squeezed her eyes shut, but the tears flowed anyway. Teague didnât let go of her wrists, and she didnât have the strength to pull free.
So they just stood that way while the rain pattered over their heads and the room darkened and all the dreams Joanna hadnât realized she still cherished drained away into hopeless reality.
All the pretending in the world wasnât going to change the fact that she truly didnât know Teague Darby anymore. The man sheâd married, the man sheâd loved so fiercely for so long wouldnât have dreamed of selling this cottage. For all their success, theyâd always agreed that, if everything suddenly went to hell in the proverbial handbasket, they could sell the business and the mansion, empty their bank accounts, and liquidate all their investmentsâbut the cottage, the cottage was sacred ground.
A sob tore itself out of Joannaâs throat.
Teague pulled her close again and held her tightly. âI didnât mean to hurt you, Joanna,â he said. âHonest to God, I didnât. I just wasnât thinking straight. Iâever since we started planning this divorceââ
She drew back, though his arms were still around her, and looked up into his taut, drawn face. He needed a shave, and there were deep shadows under his eyes.
âWho are you, Teague?â she whispered. âWho are you?â
âJoanna, Iâm sorryââ
She shook her head and pulled back, and this time, he let her go.
âI donât want to talk to you right now,â she said. âI donât want to look at you. IâmâIâm going out for a walk.â
âAre you out of your mind? Itâs raining! â
She tried to smile but fell short. âA little rain never hurt anybody.â It was standard Seattle vernacular. Most of the natives didnât even carry umbrellas; they simply expected to get wet and eventually dry off.
âWill you listen to me? Itâs cold, and the wind is rising, andââ
Joanna moved past him, into the living room, and opened the front door.
âAt least wear a coat!â Teague said.
Sammy came to her and nuzzled at the knees of her too-tight jeans.
Joanna stepped outside like a sleepwalker, shutting the door behind her. She heard Sammy whimper and scratch on the other side, but she didnât turn back. She ran over the rain-slickened grass through the downpour. She ran until her hair was dripping and her clothes were soaked. She ran until she was breathless, knowing all the while that she was behaving like an idiot, and completely unable to do anything else but run.
She was well down the road when her stamina finally gave out and she had to stop, bent double, gasping, shrieking silently with a grief as profound as if everyone she loved had suddenly died.
And then Teague was there, as wet as she was, wrapping a yellow rain slicker around her, raising the hood to cover her head.
âI hate you!â she screamed. âTeague Darby, I hate you for turning into somebody else when I wasnât looking!â
Teague stared down at her for a few moments, oblivious to the rain, unspeaking. Then he lifted her into his arms, turned, and started back toward the cottage.
Inside, he kicked the door shut with one foot, but he didnât set her down. He carried her through the house, both of them dripping, Sammy following fretfully behind.
In the bathroom, Teague set Joanna down hard on the lid of the toilet seat and started hot water running in the huge claw-foot tub theyâd bought at an estate sale and had refurbished.
âWhat are you doing?â Joanna asked before sneezing.
Teague crouched in front of her, and pulled off her wet shoes, peeled away her socks. âTrying to keep you from catching pneumonia,â he said, âand