âBetter than Burlington anyway.â
I snort. âThe hallways smell of stress, pretension, and nail polish.â
Loch shrugs. âBetter than the smell of White Castle burgers in the morning.â
âGross.â I laugh. âOllie still eats that stuff for breakfast?â
âThe man loves those little burgers,â Loch says, laughing.
I picture the excited look on Ollieâs face as he walks the hallways each morning, the grease-stained bag in hand, the stench of onion strong. I miss that look. I miss that disgusting onion-y smell.
I stop to pull my camera from my bag, snapping photos of a few sugar maples, ignoring my wave of sadness. Such a silly thing to miss, Ollieâs terrible taste in breakfast food. This is why I have to stay busy and concentrate on whatâs laid out in front of me. If I allow it, I will become a mourner, lost in a pit of grief over my former existence.
Loch takes out his flip camera and films the scenery.
âBigfoot could be watching us right now,â he says, scanning the area.
âIsnât he more of a Pacific Northwest monster?â I ask.
âHeâs seen around these parts.â Loch lowers the camera. âA few years ago, two kids saw a big hairy monster on a camping trip.â
âToo bad they forgot their camera,â I say.
âThese creatures can appear out of nowhere.â Loch brightens. âItâs the unexpected. The unknown. Not everyone is filming things all the time. No one can live like that.â He sighs. âI wish Iâd filmed what we saw. It was Champ. I know it. We could be millionaires or something.â
âDoubt it,â I reply. âSome people donât believe something even when itâs right in front of their face. Just look at Ollie. He saw Champ. Yetâ denial.â
Loch stops walking. âYouâre cynical today.â
I shrug. Heâs right. Lately, I just havenât been in the mood to believe in legends. I hate to admit it, but Ollie and Cowboy painted some doubt in my mind. What if we didnât see Champ that summer? What if our friendship is based on a floating twig or something? Not exactly a strong foundation. Maybe itâs best not to know. Maybe we shouldnât be hunting for legends. What if we discover none of itâs real?
I sigh. âMaybe these creatures shouldnât be found, Loch. Maybe Champ should remain a mystery. I donât know. Sometimes mystery is good. Take these group sessions I have to go to every week. They want us to share our feelings, expose ourselves, but maybe itâs best to just keep things inside and locked away.â
Loch starts filming again. âBest for who?â
âFor everyone,â I say. âKnowing every little thing could upset the balance of things.â I look away, shivering. This time next year, what will we all be doing? Who will our friends be? Am I even capable of making a new friend? Iâve had the same ones since forever.
âToni, look.â Loch points to something in the dirt. I move in next to him, leaning forward, trying to see what he sees. My arm brushes his arm.
âWhat?â Iâm staring at a pile of leaves.
âDonât you see that?â Loch points his camera at the ground like itâs the most interesting piece of earth on, well, Earth. All I see are the leaves and dirt. âThere.â Loch points again.
Beneath the leaves, what looks to be a footprint is stamped into the mud. I nod. âLooks like someoneâs footprint.â
Loch straightens and grins. His teeth are super-white. I donât think heâs gone a day without flossing. âNot just anyoneâs footprint. Bigfootâs !â
I laugh and punch him in the arm. He punches me back, grinning again. I start walking, and Loch follows, shortening his long strides to keep pace with mine.
âI just want to know everything I can about this world,â Loch says after
Madeleine Urban ; Abigail Roux