point,since I was pretty sure Capri was happy to swing either way. âBut when I
do
, it will be a guy.â
We stopped outside the music store and she shrugged, satisfied that I wasnât lurking in any kind of closet. âJust want you to get some. You know, before youâre fifty.â
Part of me, a fairly big part, totally agreed. But I glared anyway. âYouâre a bitch, you know that?â
âI mightâve been told once or twice before,â she called out as I walked away.
I stopped by an office-supply store and bought a lined black notebook. I would need it as part of the plan. With shaking fingers I also dialed a number on my phone and made an appointment for later.
At the drugstore, I said hello to Mom and the pharmacist Denise, then I wriggled awkwardlyâthanks to my castâinto one of the white jackets that were supposed to make us look more âmedically informed.â When Mom and Denise werenât looking, I slid my notebook onto the counter. I kept a magazine resting on top of it, so when customers came in they wouldnât see the list.
1. Test blood theoryâexterior physical reaction
2. Test hairâpigment and removal
3. Test laxativesâinternal physical response
4. Test poisonâloss of consciousness and organ failure. If points one through four achieve a successful outcome, proceed to next point
My hand trembled as I wrote number five.
5. Choose
I chewed on a fingernail, staring at what Iâd just written. Could it really be that simple? I didnât know, but even so . . . I crossed out the last point. It was too early for that. Points one through four first. Then Iâd worry about what would happen next.
Giddy from the rush of thinking such forbidden thoughts, I did what Iâd really come here for: I stocked up on everything I was going to need, waiting until Denise went on her break to grab some items from behind her counter. By the time I returned to the register, someone was waiting and looked like heâd been there for a while.
âSorry for the wait. What can I get you?â I was sure I was flushed from guilt. I hoped he hadnât seen me shoplifting from my own familyâs store.
The guy, whoâd had his back to me, spun around and glared. I let out a little gasp before I could stop myself. He was probably in his early twentiesâand his presence packed a punch. Trouble and attitude radiated from him. And therewas something . . . more. In his eyes. They were startling: dark blue and intense, with a depth you didnât normally see. Eyes that could too easily see through someone.
I set my shoulders and got ready to deny any accusations. But he just gave me an up-and-down look I couldnât readâother than to know it wasnât flatteringâand shoved a handful of crumpled prescriptions toward me.
âHow long?â he asked, his full lips set in a straight line.
I gave him a tight smile as I sifted through over a dozen prescriptions, more than a few for heavy-duty medications. That explained the aggressive, defensive attitude: drug dealer.
âThese are going to take a while,â I told him. âSince there are so many and theyâre not all in one name.â
Hint: I know what youâre doing.
âThe pharmacist will need to see ID and get an authorization.â
After which weâll call the police.
I kept a firm hold of the prescriptions, expecting him to snatch them and make a run for it. But he simply shrugged, leaned against the counter, and folded his arms.
âJust call Roxbury Hospital and give them the prescription codes and my ID details. Theyâll verify.â He slipped a driverâs license out of his wallet and tossed it on the counter before narrowing his eyes at me. âHow long?â
This guy was an ass. And thankfully I wasnât in Wellesley today; I didnât have to behave. I sucked in a breath and was about to tell him to take a hike