business.â
Curious about her unemotional tone and the flat, empty look in her eyes, he said, âWhy do you do it?â
âI trained for it. Itâs what I do. You hammer and paint. I sell stocks and bonds.â
âWhy?â
She ignored the question as they were finally led to a table. As soon as she was seated, she buried her face behind the menu. It didnât take a genius to figure out she was avoiding the question. As soon as their orders had been taken, Paul persisted. âWhy, Gaby? What is it about the stock market that turns you on? Is it the money, the power, the risks? What?â
Her gaze narrowed defensively. âYou sound as though you disapprove of making money.â
âHey, whatâs to disapprove of? Moneyâs great and itâs none of my business what you do with your life. I just see a woman whoâs existing on nervous energy, who canât sleep at night, whoâs living in an apartment she considers to be not much better than a slumââ
âI never said that.â
âItâs in your eyes, sweetheart. Theyâre thewindows to the soul, remember. Theyâll give you away every time.â
She immediately looked chagrined. Rudeness apparently was inconceivable to someone of her unfailingly polite Southern upbringing. Every time she crossed the boundaries of what she considered polite conversation, she looked guilty. And apologized.
âIâm sorry,â she said, right on cue.
âHell, you donât have to be sorry on my account. I like where I am. I like who I am. What about you? What does it take to make you happy, Gabrielle Clayton?â
âSuccess,â she said instantly, but that trace of uncertainty was back in her eyes.
âHow do you measure success? By the number of shares of stock youâve sold? By the size of the portfolios you handle? By the take-overs youâve manipulated? When you played Monopoly, were you only happy when youâd bought up all the real estate?â
She looked uncomfortable with the question. âI wanted to win, if thatâs what youâre asking. Donât you?â
âSure, but I only compete with myself. I donât have to conquer the world.â
âWeâre all entitled to different goals.â
âDonât patronize me, Gaby.â
She flushed guiltily again. âThatâs not what I was doing.â
âWasnât it? Iâm sure you think itâs just terrific that Iâm content when the paint goes on smoothly. Isnât it nice that Paul can be happy with so little?â When she started to deny it, he shook his head. âThose eyes again, sweetheart. They say it all.â
âAnd what about your eyes?â she snapped back. âYouâve jumped to a few conclusions about me, too. Rich. Spoiled. What else, Paul? What labels did you stick on me at first sight?â
He slumped back in the booth and grinned ruefully. âTouché. Maybe we ought to start all over again without any preconceptions.â
âWhy?â she asked softly. âIn a few weeks Iâll be out of your life. What we think of each other wonât matter at all.â
âAre you so sure of that?â he responded just as quietly, not sure why he was so quick to defend the possibility of a future for them.
He saw the heat rise in her cheeks, caught yet another glimmer of uncertainty in her eyes. âNever mind. Weâve gotten entirely too heavyfor an outing that was meant to relax you. Letâs play hooky for the rest of the day and just have some fun.â
âBut the apartment, all those boxes, you promised to get the medicine chest and the towel rackâ¦â
He heard the token resistance in her voice, saw the wavering resolve in her eyes and wondered how long it had been since she had allowed herself the simple pleasure of an afternoon off.
âTomorrow will be soon enough, Gaby.â
A spark of