talking easily, and when he suggested we
get out of there and go somewhere quieter, I didn’t
hesitate to say yes. He paid our bill, and we left.
I liked that he curled an arm around my waist
and pulled me into his side as we walked. He had
several inches on me, and he was broader too, but
he didn’t tower like Gary had. He made me feel
small, but not in a bad way. In the same way that
Erik did, as if I were something to be protected.
Maybe it was girly of me to want that feeling, but I
did. It was one of the things I loved most about
Erik. He wasn’t some big, tough guy, but he made
me feel safe.
I knew it was after midnight on a weekday,
but I didn’t want the date to end. Archer hadn’t
mentioned whether or not he had to work in the
morning, but my shift didn’t start until one. I
would’ve been more than happy to hang out in a
diner for another hour or two, chitchatting over
coffee. I figured that was what Archer wanted too
and didn’t resist when he pulled me into the
shadowy entryway of one of the businesses we
were passing and crowded me back against the
door.
He crushed his lips to mine, and I melted into
it without a thought. I’d been wanting it since the
first day I’d seen him, hadn’t I? I didn’t see any
point in resisting, and even if it wasn’t as electric
and explosive as I’d hoped it would be, it was still
nice. Maybe even more than nice. His lips were as
soft as I’d imagined, and, Lord, did he know how
to kiss. But next thing I knew, the slow, deep
kisses had turned to him sucking on my neck, and
the fingers that had been digging sexily into my
hips were suddenly yanking at the zipper to my
jeans.
“Hey,” I said, trying to pull back a little.
“Hey, we’re in public, remember?”
Archer groaned against my throat and kept
working at my fly. “I’ve been nice.”
I reached down to still his hands. “You have
been, and I’ve had a great time, but I… I don’t
want to ruin it, okay? Let’s just go get some
coffee.”
Archer lifted his head, looking puzzled. “I
don’t get it. I mean, what’s the problem? I want
you. I can tell you want me. What’ll be ruined if
we fuck?”
I felt my cheeks warm under his gaze. God,
the way he was looking at me, like I was some girl
who wouldn’t put out on prom night when he’d
shelled out the cash for the tux and a limo. Was it
really that uncommon for a guy to want to wait?
“Look,” I said carefully. “I like you. But I
don’t really do hookups, okay? I loved kissing you.
I could kiss you all night. Just… not the rest of it.
At least not right now.”
He stared at me for a few seconds, then
nodded slowly. “Okay.”
I threaded my fingers through his and pulled
him close for a quick kiss. “Wanna go find a
diner? Get some pancakes maybe?”
Archer cleared his throat and untangled his
hand from mine. “You know, maybe we should
call it a night, actually. I have to be at work by
nine.”
“Oh.” It was my turn to be confused. He’d
seemed plenty willing to stay out ten minutes
before. Why the sudden change of heart? But
then… ten minutes ago he hadn’t known the night
would end without him getting laid, had he? I hated
to think of him as that guy, but the playful,
lighthearted flirtation we’d had going all evening
had vanished in the last few moments, and I
couldn’t think of any other reason to explain why.
“Sure.”
He hailed me a cab and deposited me inside
with a brief hug and a murmured “I’ll call you.”
I had a feeling that meant I’d never hear from
him again.
Asher
I WAS standing in line for a latte a few weeks after
my last argument with Archer. It had been quiet for
a while, mostly because we rarely saw each other.
He’d been going to work, which I was more than
grateful for. I guessed the real story would be
getting rent out of him when the time came. I
wasn’t looking forward to that.
The line shuffled forward, and I