chin, peering out from her bonnet like a turtle from its shell. “Ah—there’s
a space beside Niamh,” she says, pointing a crooked finger in my direction. “With
the added bonus of a squirming toddler.”
My skin prickles. Oh no. But I can see that Mrs. Scatcherd is in no mood to reconsider.
So I slide as close as I can to the window and set Carmine and his blanket next to
me, in the middle of the seat.
Several rows ahead, on the other side of the aisle, the boy stands, sighs loudly,
and pulls his bright-blue flannel cap down hard on his head. He makes a production
of getting out of his seat, then drags his feet up the aisle like a condemned man
approaching a noose. When he gets to my row, he squints at me, then at Carmine, and
makes a face at his friends. “This should be fun,” he says loudly.
“You will not speak, young sir,” Mrs. Scatcherd trills. “You will sit down and behave
like a gentleman.”
He flings himself into his seat, his legs in the aisle, then takes his cap off and
slaps it against the seat in front of us, raising a small cloud of dust. The kids
in that seat turn around and stare. “Man,” he mutters, not really to anybody, “what
an old goat.” He holds his finger out to Carmine, who studies it and looks at his
face. The boy wiggles his finger and Carmine buries his head in my lap.
“Don’t get you nowhere being shy,” the boy says. He looks over at me, his gaze loitering
on my face and body in a way that makes me blush. He has straight sandy hair and pale
blue eyes and is twelve or thirteen, from what I can tell, though his manner seems
older. “A redhead. That’s worse than a bootblack. Who’s gonna want you?”
I feel the sting of truth in his words, but I lift my chin. “At least I’m not a criminal.”
He laughs. “That’s what I am, am I?”
“You tell me.”
“Would you believe me?”
“Probably not.”
“No point then, is there.”
I do not respond and we three sit in silence, Carmine awed into stillness by the boy’s
presence. I look out at the severe and lonely landscape drifting past the window.
It’s been raining off and on all day. Gray clouds hang low in a watery sky.
“They took my kit from me,” the boy says after a while.
I turn to look at him. “What?”
“My bootblack kit. All my paste and brushes. How do they expect me to make a living?”
“They don’t. They’re going to find you a family.”
“Ah, that’s right,” he says with a dry laugh. “A ma to tuck me in at night and a pa
to teach me a trade. I don’t see it working out like that. Do you?”
“I don’t know. Haven’t thought about it,” I say, though of course I have. I’ve gleaned
bits and pieces: that babies are the first to be chosen, then older boys, prized by
farmers for their strong bones and muscles. Last to go are girls like me, too old
to be turned into ladies, too young to be serious help around the house, not much
use in the field. If we’re not chosen, we get sent back to the orphanage. “Anyway,
what can we do about it?”
Reaching into his pocket, he pulls out a penny. He rolls it across his fingers, holds
it between thumb and forefinger and touches it to Carmine’s nose, then clasps it in
his closed fist. When he opens his hand, the penny isn’t there. He reaches behind
Carmine’s ear, and—“Presto,” he says, handing him the penny.
Carmine gazes at it, astonished.
“You can put up with it,” the boy says. “Or you can run away. Or maybe you’ll get
lucky and live happily ever after. Only the good Lord knows what’s going to happen,
and He ain’t telling.”
Union Station, Chicago, 1929
We become an odd little family, the boy—real name Hans, I learn, called Dutchy on the street—and Carmine and I in our three-seat abode. Dutchy tells me he
was born in New York to German parents, that his mother died of pneumonia and his
father sent him out on the streets to earn