forest, its canopy so dense that it feels like twilight down here.
As we walk I catch a glimpse of something moving off to our left. My nose tells me itâs a deer a moment before I catch a glimpse of its disappearing flanks, white tail bobbing. The mountain lionâs hunting instinct wants me to chase after it and grumbles when I stay on the trail with TÃo Goyo.
He shoots me a questioning glance, which I ignore.
I havenât particularly noticed the land rising underfoot, but a moment later the trail takes us out of the forest to the top of a broad plateau. Thereâs still vegetation hereâtall fir trees, some kind of browning grass, along with lots of big rocks, some flat and the size of a city lot, others rounded.
âThis is as good a place as any to camp for the night,â TÃo Goyo says.
When he drops his backpack under one of the towering fir trees, I do the same.
âYouâre sure about this time thing, right?â I say. âI donât want Elzie to get hurt while Iâm off camping in the woods with you.â
âIâm sure. But consider this: until we fix the map in your head, you wonât be able to find her anyway.â
I donât want to think about that.
I watch as he starts to scoop together pine needles. When I realize heâs making himself a mattress, I copy what heâs doing, rolling out a blanket on top of the makeshift bed just the way he does. Then we gather wood and he makes a small fire on a flat slab of stone that abuts the nearest of the big rounded rocks. He pulls a frying pan out of his pack and I expect him to make some kind of meal, except he just takes out a couple of foil-wrapped burritos and heats them up. I want to ask where they came from, but decide to live in the moment, letting the delicious flavours explode in my mouth.
Itâs been a long day with way too much to process, but for once my mindâs not running at a mile a minute. I donât know if Iâm just tired from racing up and down the gulch earlier, or if itâs something about this place, but after weâve eaten Iâm content to bunch up my blanket and lean back to watch the sky.
The sunset is amazingâthe sky fills with colour from one end of the western horizon to the other. When the sun finally slips away, it gets dark even for my Wildling eyes, but not for long. The sky is impossibly big, the stars spilling across it in a dazzling array. When the moon rises itâs just this side of full and so bright that everything is as clear as day around me. The airâs so clean and sharp it tastes the way I imagine winter would.
âItâs beautiful here,â I say.
TÃo Goyo nods. âA night like this is a gift from the Thunders.â
Iâm in that in-between moment when youâre not quite awake, but not fully asleepâwhere if youâre left alone, it could go either wayâexcept then I hear my little sister open my bedroom door.
âMom!â Molly yells. âDes has a girl in his room!â
I come all the way awake to see Donalita curled up beside me on the bed. Sheâs outside the covers and Iâm under them, but still.
I am so dead.
Donalitaâs eyes open. She smiles at me. I can hear my mother coming down the hall. She wonât be smiling at all.
âGet out of here,â I tell Donalita even though thereâs no time.
Momâs pushing the door open.
Donalita winks and rolls off the bed. She lands with a soft thump on the carpet, then disappears under the bed.
âDesmond Wilson!â Mom starts as she bursts in.
Then she stops because what is she going to do? Yell at me because Iâm still in bed at seven on a Friday morning? I never get up until the last minute. And itâs obvious thereâs no one in the room with me.
But sheâs not completely trusting.
âJeez,â I say. âA little privacy maybe?â
Weâve had discussions before about
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