driveââ
âYes?â
âI was going to go next day, because the Van Bergs were coming. I will say you had a nerve.â
âWhat did I do?â
She stared at him resentfully.
âWhy you got me to work it so that I stayed on. It was quite easy for old Caroline. She said I was her cousin and the Van Bergs didnât care. And thenââ
âAnd then?â
She reached out for another cigarette, struck a match, and looked at him over the little yellow flame.
âAre you trying to make me believe Iâm telling you something you donât know?â
âI canât make you believe anything,â said Jim.
She threw the match into the grate just short of the spangled shavings.
âOh, have it your own way! Do you want me to tell you how you pinched the emeralds?â
He had himself well in hand. He said coolly,
âI stole them?â
Nesta laughed.
âYou make me tired, Jimmy Riddell! I stole them !â She tried to mimic his voice. âDo you think you can act the innocent with me like that after the way Iâve heard you talk in your sleep? Why, youâve never stopped talking, and if I hadnât got you out of that hospital in double quick time, we should all have been inside.â She laughed again at his blank look and flung out, âJugâquodâstir! Havenât ever done time, I suppose? Well you will over this if you donât cure yourself of talking at night.â
He leaned forward with his elbow on his knee and his chin in his hand.
âYou say I took these emeralds?â
âI say you didâand Iâll say it was a pretty nippy bit of work. Pity you shot him, though.â
He jerked away from the word.
âWhat are you saying?â
âYou shouldnât have carried a gun,â said Nesta maliciously. âI said so all along.â
He got up. His spine had gone cold. He felt the sweat break out upon his temples.
âWhatâs that youâre saying?â
Nesta got up too.
âIâm saying that you shot Mr Van Berg.â
He went over to the mantelpiece, leaning on it with his two hands, his head bent between them, his eyes staring blankly at the spangled shavings in the grate. What damned nightmare was this? He had broken into a house, stolen property, shot a man for a handful of green stones..⦠eight square green stonesâchained two by two with pearlsâswinging from a manâs hand. Whose hand? Van Bergâs hand? He could see it under the light. It was as plain as anything he had seen in all his lifeâa powerful hand, with spatulate fingers and an old healed scar running from the lower knuckle of the first finger to the root of the thumb. He didnât see Minâs carefully polished grate with the dazzle of shavings and the small bright blue tiles; he saw Van Bergâs hand with the scar on it, and he knew how the scar had come there. Out of all the things that he had forgotten he remembered this oneâthat Van Berg had got that scar playing with a pet monkey. No, it wasnât a bite. The monkey had got fooling with a razor. It was a clean cut. He had forgotten everything in the world, but he hadnât forgotten Van Bergâs monkey.
His head swam for a moment. Then he straightened up and half turned, still leaning on the mantelpiece. He caught a curious look on Nestaâs face, a watching look, but it went past him.
âIs Van Berg dead?â he said.
âNot yet ,â said Nesta.
âIs he bad?â
She shrugged her shoulders.
âIf he doesnât die for a year and a day they canât hang you.â
His voice came at her with an angry leap.
âIs he bad?â
âSo so.â And then, âItâs not your fault heâs not dead. You let him have it all right.â
He went over to the window and threw it up. He had to push past the pink geraniums; one of the bright blooms snapped off. The room had suddenly