with quiet confidence, not a small tornado. Where had the tornado gone?
He held her chair out for her, and they ate dinner and talked about the Gala. The rolls of vegetables, rice and shrimp reminded him of the aesthetic life heâd created in Japan, surrounding himself in a foreign culture and language until heâd become isolated from others around him. It reminded him of all the things heâd done without since Rebeccaâs death, a stark contrast to what he had in front of him now.
âI see you decorated your office,â she said.
âIt was either that or be at your mercy.â
She lifted one eyebrow in question. âYou donât like my taste?â
âItâs a bit girly for me.â
âMotivation is girly?â she asked as she pointed to her motivational poster.
She was sassing him. He knew it and loved it. This was the real Cami. Not the polite stranger whoâd been going over charts with him. Here was the woman whoâd fought him for control over the Gala and probably was still planning on wresting it from him.
âNo, but whatever you had planned next might be.â
âWell this is very niceâdownright masculine.â
She toured the office, looking at the details heâd brought in from his life. A replica of an ancient Japanese sword hung in a place of honor. The folding screen, also from Japan, had taken three men to mount on the wall. The small Zen rock garden he used to keep his temper in line.
âYou have a lot of Japanese influences,â she said.
âI spent four years there.â
âReally? Doing what?â
âProtecting executives.â
She looked thoughtful. âFor Pryce?â
âYes. Max and I go back a long way.â
She wanted to ask more questions, but he didnât want to talk about his past. Instead he pointed to a print of the Temple of the Silver Pavilion in Kyoto.
âI spent time at that Zen temple.â
âThis is nice, but where are your pictures?â
âWhat pictures?â He was not a shutterbug, and heâd never felt the need to hold on to the past. Heâd been trying to distance himself from it every day of his life.
âOf your family and friends.â
He gathered the trash and cleared the table. âI donât have any.â
âPictures or friends?â she teased, still sassy, but he wasnât interested in this line of teasing.
âNeither.â
âWhat about family?â she asked, her face serious and pale.
âNope,â he said, trying to be light when he felt as if the darkness inside him was rising up and swelling to encompass the entire room.
âYou have no family. How can that be?â
âHow do you think, Cami? Iâm an orphan.â
She was serious, and it bothered him because he knew what she was thinking. He felt raw as only revealing the past could make him. He didnât want to talk with this perceptive woman about all heâd lacked through the years.
This woman with the ability to see past all his layers and into his soul. This woman whoâd kissed him as though he were the first man to have unlocked her passion. This woman who was coming to mean more to him than anyone in recent memory.
âWere you adopted?â
âNo.â At times it seemed as if everyone else in his home had been but Duke always remained.
âWhy not?â
âHow the hell should I know? Part of it was the fact that I didnât talk until I was seven.â
Her mouth turned down at the corners and her eyes were glassy. She looked as if she was going to cry. He didnât want her to cry for him.
âThat must have been tough,â she said at last.
âOnly someone whoâs lived through it would understand.â
She nodded, then gave him the grin that had enchanted him from their first meeting. âIâm guessing you werenât an Orphan Annie type kid singing about sunshine.â
He let her