witness to her attempts to
find some form of pacification. As she entered the room, Harriet's
foot turned against something soft and she looked down to see
Nicky's teddy bear. She bent and retrieved it. Hurling his beloved toy
across the room was the ultimate in despairing gestures as far as
Nicky was concerned.
He was quiet as Harriet approached the cot, his whole being indrawn,
intent on producing the next explosion of anguish at the maximum
volume. And then he saw her. He screamed again, but on a different
note, and his arms reached for her imperatively.
As she lifted him, he clutched at her fiercely, clinging like a damp
limpet.
'Thespinis Masters, I am sorry, so sorry.' Yannina was almost
weeping herself. 'He wanted nothing and no one only you.'
Harriet gave her a reassuring smile and began walking up and down
the room with Nicky, holding him tightly and crooning wordlessly to
him, as Becca had done when he was teething. Slowly the convulsive
sobs tearing at his body began to weaken until he was quiet, except
for the occasional hiccup. Gradually one hand relinquished its painful
hold on her neck, and she knew instinctively that his thumb had gone
to his mouth. His weight had altered too. He seemed heavier because
he had relaxed, and Harriet knew that he was probably more than half
asleep.
Confirming this, Yannina whispered 'His eyes are closing. Thespinis,
may God be praised! Ah, the poor little one!' She moved to the cot
and began straightening and smoothing the sheets and blankets and
shaking up the single pillow.
Harriet turned and began another length of the room, slowing her
pace deliberately. As she did so, she saw Alex standing in the
doorway watching her, his brows drawn together in a thunderous
frown. She bit her lip. Clearly her methods with Nicky did not have
his approval, so why then had he sent for her? She ventured another
glance at the doorway and saw that he had gone.
When she was sure that Nicky had slipped over the edge of
drowsiness into actual slumber, she carried him to the cot and placed
him gently in it, smoothing the covers with care over his small body.
His face was still blotched with tears, she saw with a pang. She
straightened with a sigh, and went to the door where Yannina was
waiting for her, looking round first to make sure that Nicky hadn't
stirred.
She had been too eager to get to his side to take much notice of her
surroundings previously, but now she realised that she was in a large
sitting room, off which the other rooms presumably opened.
A waiter had appeared with a trolley, and Harriet saw to her
astonishment that covers were being whipped deftly off an
assortment of delicious-looking sandwiches and other savouries, and
that there was a bottle of champagne cooling on ice.
Alex was lounging on one of the thickly cushioned sofas, but he rose
as she came rather uncertainly into the room. He had stopped
frowning, she saw, but the rather formal smile he gave her did not
reach his eyes.
'Champagne is the best pick-me-up in the world,' he said. 'I am sure
you are as much in need of it as I am.'
Harriet thought wryly of the other two occasions in her life when she
had drunk champagne—at Becca's wedding, and Nicky's christening.
She had always regarded it as a form of luxurious celebration rather
than a tonic, but she was willing to be convinced.She chose a seat on
the sofa facing the one which Alex was occupying, and pretended she
did not see the expression of derision which flitted across his face.
He tipped the waiter and dismissed him with a nod.
'Please help yourself,' he told Harriet courteously. 'I hope you like
smoked salmon.'
Harriet murmured something evasive. She was damned if she was
going to admit she hadn't the faintest idea whether she liked it or not.
And that bowl full of something black and glistening—surely that
couldn't be caviare? There were vol-au-vents too, filled with chicken
and mushroom in a creamy