'And I wouldn't now brand you a thief for stealing
from me the first six years of my daughter's life.'
'If you'd had sufficient respect for our marriage, I wouldn't have felt
compelled to leave,' she managed carefully. There was an inherent integrity
apparent, a strength that came from deep within.
'And rehashing the past has no relevance to Ann- Marie's future.'
She could feel his anger emanating through the pores of his skin, and all her
fine body hairs rose in protective self-defence. He could have shaken her to
within an inch of her life, and taken extreme pleasure in her pain. It was
there in his eyes, the tautly bunched muscles as he held himself rigidly in
control. The promise of retribution was thinly veiled, and she felt
immeasurably afraid, aware that such punishment would be swift and
without warning—an utter devastation. But not yet, she reasoned shakily. A
superb tactician, he would derive infinite satisfaction from playing out her
fear.
'You've reached a decision?'
Her heart stopped, then clamoured into a thudding beat. 'Yes.' One look at
his hard, obdurate features was sufficient to ascertain his inflexibility.
'Must I draw it from you like blood from stone?' he pursued, his voice
assuming a deadly softness, and her eyes flared with resentment.
'I won't allow Ann-Marie to be a metaphorical bone we fight over in a
lawcourt,' she said hardily. 'Nor will I put her through the emotional trauma
of being bandied back and forth between two parents.' Her head lifted
slightly and her chin tilted with determination. 'However, I have one
condition.'
One eyebrow slanted in silent cynicism. 'And what is that?'
'You give up your women friends.'
He looked at her for what seemed an age, and she was conscious of an
elevated nervous tension as the silence between them stretched to an
unbearable length.
'Could you be more specific?'
'Lovers,' she said tightly, hating him.
'Does that mean you are prepared to accommodate me in bed?' he pursued
with deadly softness.
Her heart stopped, then clamoured into a thudding beat at the memory his
words evoked, and the nights when she'd behaved like a mindless wanton in
his passionate embrace. With concentrated effort she managed to keep her
gaze steady. 'No, it doesn't, damn you!'
Stefano remained silent, his eyes watchful as he witnessed the fleeting
change of her emotions, then after a measurable silence he ventured silkily,
'You expect me to remain celibate?'
Of its own volition, her hand lifted to her hair and eased a stray tendril
behind on ear, the gesture unconscious and betraying her inner nervousness.
'I'll live in the same house,' she declared quietly. 'I'll play at being your social
hostess. For Ann- Marie's sake, I'll pretend everything between us is fine.'
Her eyes were wide, clear, and filled with resolution. 'But I refuse to share
your bed.'
The edge of his mouth lifted in a gesture of musing mockery. 'I shall insist
you share the same room.'
'Why?' Carly demanded baldly.
His eyes speared hers, their depths hard and inflexible. 'Because I choose
never to lose.'
'Our marriage meant nothing to you!'
'You think not?' Stefano countered with unmatched cynicism. 'I retain a
clear memory of your...' He paused imperceptibly, then added mockingly,
'Contentment.'
'You gave me beautiful things, put me in a beautiful home, took me out to
beautiful parties where beautiful people mingled and made out they were
friends.' She felt incredibly sad. 'Except nothing was beautiful. Not really. I
was a new playmate, someone you could show off when the occasion
demanded.' Her eyes clouded, and her lashes fluttered down to form a
protective veil. 'I was too young, too naive, and I didn't know the rules.'
His expression hardened, and only a fool would choose to disregard the
element of tensile steel beneath his sophisticated veneer, for apparent was a
sense of purpose, a formidability that was infinitely daunting.
'And now you do?' he
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