Lizette said.
âI went to winter carnival once in Montreal, back in college.â Suzie said. âI loved it.â
âWhere did you stay?â
âA B-and-B,â Suzie said.
âNext time try the Château Frontenacâold Montreal at its best.â
âThanks,â Suzie said.
One of those strange silences that seem to settle in from above now came over us. âSo awful aboutâwhat was his name again?â
âEben St. John.â
âSo awful,â Lizette went on. She rubbed her forehead with her fingertips, leaving a dark smear of garden soil. âIf thereâs anything I can do . . .â
I stepped out of the flowerbed, careful not to damage hardly anything at all.
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âWill you just look at him?â Suzie said, her voice quiet.
For as long as she liked! We were in Suzieâs room, just inside the door, watching Bernie sleep. He lay on his side, face toward us, eyes closed, eyelashes crusted over with a surprising amount of eye gunk. That was Bernie, of course, always doing things in a big way, just another reason for the success of the Little Detective Agency, except for the finances part, which may have come up already, but it comes up a lot in real life, too, if that makes any sense, so . . . so something or other. Meanwhile, Bernieâs breathingâheâs a wonderful breather, hard to explain how exactlyâwas slow and regular, mouth open just a bit, drool leaking from the downward corner. He looked great. Suzie went over to the bedside table, picked up Bernieâs phone, checked the screen, sighed.
She put the phone down, but too close to the edge of the table and it fell to the floor, landing with a not loud but sort of hard clack-clack . Then came something very scary Iâd seen once or twice and had hoped never to see again. Bernie went from being totally still to totally in motion, springing from the bed with a kind ofâyes, growlâand grabbing Suzie by the wrist so fast I didnât really know what had happened until it was over. Suzie cried out. Bernieâs eyes, which were all blurry, slowly cleared. He let go of Suzieâs wrist, sat down on the edge of the bed with a heavy thump.
âOh, my God,â he said. âIâm sorry.â He hung his head. I hated seeing that.
âWhat . . . what happened, Bernie?â Suzie said, rubbing her wrist. âWas it a bad dream?â
âI donât know.â Bernie took her wrist, gave it a kiss. I moved in a little closer. Donât think for a moment that I had a problem with Bernie kissing Suzieâs wrist. It was just that . . . that . . .
âI havenât had an . . . episode in a long time,â Bernie was saying, âdidnât think Iâd ever . . .â
âEpisode?â Suzie said.
Bernie shrugged his shoulders.
âLike a flashback?â Suzie said.
âI guess thatâs what they call it.â
âTo the war?â
Bernie nodded. A long time ago, before weâd gotten together, Bernieâd been to the war and had some bad times. I knew from the wound on his leg, which I may have mentioned before. He limped a bit, but not often, only if we were working real steep country, or heâd had to run for a long time. And Bernie didnât have to run much, running being my department, amigo. He brings other things to the table.
âWant to talk about it?â Suzie said.
Bernie shook his head. He rose, rubbed his face hard with both hands, and then . . . then gave himself a sort of shake. Not my type of shake that goes from nose to tail and back againâimpossible what with Bernie having no tailâbut a pretty good shake, and in fact a great one for a human. But that was Bernie.
âYouâre all right?â Suzie said.
âYeah.â And I could see it. Bernie was back to normal Bernie, just the