was very difficult, but would they mind?
âNo,â Tinker said. âI mean, no, I donât mind.â
âWas she in the habit of leaving the child while she went for a swim?â Officer Rivers asked. He had a round, pink face, fair eyebrows like hers.
âHeâs not even a year old.â Tinker shrugged. âThere were no habits.â
âWas she a careful mother?â
âYes,â her father said.
âIâm sorry. Of course.â Officer Rivers had a Vermont accent. âDo you know why she might have beenââhe lifted his shoulders, opened his pudgy handsââexploring the anchor?â
âPony always attaches it on Memorial Day. But nobody ever goes down there other than that. Itâs dark, slimy,â Tinker said.
âSomething wrong with it, perhaps? Something she might have been checking?â
âI donât know why sheâd have thought she needed to check it,â her father said. âWe just checked it a few weeks agoââ He broke down, regained his composure. âIt had a repair, but the repair was fine.â
âDid she have any trouble with anyone that you know of?â
âOh God, you think somebody did this?â The thought took Tinkerâs breath away.
Officer Rivers pushed his glasses up so they rested on his forehead. âWe have to consider the possibility.â
âPony had no enemies,â her father said.
âWas anybody here with her?â the officer asked.
Tinker shook her head.
Officer Rivers put away his notebook and pen. He thanked them. He said thereâd be a preliminary report in a day or two and a full report later on.
Then they were all gone. It was just Tinker and her father standing side by side on the grass looking out at the water, the enemy, sparkling brilliantly in the early-morning sun. The day was very still. It would be a hot one.
She could think of nothing to say. She glanced at her father. Tears glazed his eyes. âOh God. Andrew. Iâll go to the Bellsâ,â she said.
They entered the Bellsâ house by the back door. Andrew was in a high chair in the crowded kitchen. The counter space was covered with small appliances, a tangle of cords behind them. Sayings adorned the walls in heart-shaped frames. Anita, grim-faced, was feeding Andrew; she got to her feet. She hugged Tinkerâs father andthen Tinker. âIâm so sorry, Jasper.â She had put on makeup that morningâeye shadow and very red lipstick, but her uncombed hair stuck out in stiff peaks.
The minute Andrew saw Tinker and her father, he recognized them and banged his fists on the metal tray of the high chair. Tinker raised the tray and picked him up. The weight of that baby was everything just then. Solid, stable, warm. She wanted to hold him longer, but he was restless, so she put him back and took the jar of baby food from Anita. Her hand shook as she raised the spoon to his mouth, but he opened wide.
They all watched Andrew eat. Everybody had to be thinking the same thing: This was what they had of Pony. He opened his mouth for spoon after spoon, enjoying their fixed attention, and then he caught on. He looked in alarm at Anita, at Tinker, at her father, then wildly around. âMama,â he wailed, looking about. His face drained when he couldnât find her.
Just then Denny slouched in and leaned against the doorjamb, half in and half out of the kitchen. All Tinker knew about the Bell kids was that there were several, mostly girls. She didnât know names or ages, just that every summer, there they were in some new incarnation of themselves, a year older, a year louder. She thought this one, Denny, might be the youngest. He was a sullen, caved-in-looking kid with an expression that was both frightened and belligerent. All the attention shifted to him. He shot a look at his mother. âThey find out who did it?â he said.
âOh my,â Anita said.