door. I sat up and reevaluated my surroundings. The tiniest hint of morning light was peeking through the windows.
The knock sounded at my door again. I shook my head to clear it. âCome in.â
Sara poked her head in. âCould I come sit?â
I waved her in. âSit.â My mouth tasted awful. I yearned for an orange Tic Tac. âWhatâs up?â
âI told David to be more careful with his flashlight,â she said, pulling lint off her apron. âThe boys always come to the girlsâ windows after everyone goes to bed. Thatâs how we have dates. Thatâs how my parents had dates.â
âYour parents are perfectly fine with you crawling out of windows with boys they donât know?â My parents would have had joint hernias, and before this conversation I would have considered them
less
conservative than Gideon and Martha.
âOh, they know David.â
âDo they know youâre together?â
âNo.â
âHow many girls come home pregnant?â
Saraâs eyes widened. âNone that I know.â
I wondered how many she didnât know about, but I kept that question to myself. âIâm sorry if I startled you last night.â
She giggled. âDavid might not come back.â
âIâm truly sorry,â I repeated.
âThere are other boys,â she said, with a shrug that was almost coy.
I played along. âOh?â
âThere is Milo Stutzman. And Henry Mullet.â
I pressed my lips together to ensure a serious response. âYou have choices.â
âYes.â
âTell me about your grandmother,â I said, swinging my feet around. The floor was freezing. âWhy does she have a car?â
âGrandma is Mennonite.â
âOh.â
âShe joined the Mennonite church when I was little, she and my grandfather.â
âAnd your family still has contact with them?â I didnât say, âunlike Levi,â but she caught my meaning.
âThey joined a Mennonite church. Because they did that, we could still see them. Not Grandpa anymore, though. He passed on. But Levi joined a Baptist church. Our bishop didnât accept it.â
âBut the Mennonite church is acceptable?â
She nodded.
âDo you miss your brother?â
Sara nodded again. âVery much. Everyone thought he would marry Rachel Yoder. I heard that she wouldnât leave with him. Levi wouldnât talk about it.â
âHow often do you see him?â
She shrugged. âWhen my dadâs not home, heâll come visit. Sometimesâ¦â she leaned in closer, âI visit him in town.â
âReally?â I couldnât hide my surprise.
âAt the shop?â
Sara gave a secret smile. âGrandma takes me.â
Ida was more of a rebel than Iâd given her credit for. âSo heâs stayed in touch with your grandmother too?â
âOh, yes. Everyone but Dad.â
âYour dadâs angry?â
âHurt, I think. But itâs not my place to question.â
At that moment my stomach gave a long, loud commentary on the state of its condition.
Empty.
âI think Iâm ready for breakfast. You?â
Sara grinned, and the rest of the day began.
Chapter 6
I called Levi after breakfast, using the cell number heâd given me earlier. âYour grandmother drives a car and your sister sneaks out at night,â I said. âThereâs so much you didnât tell me.â
âIs everything okay? Are they treating you well?â
âTheyâre fine so far. Why didnât you warn me that things between you and your dad were weird?â
âIf I tried to warn you about every family struggle, weâd be talking for a very long time.â
âOh. Well, then. Anything else you want to fill me in on while youâve got me on the phone?â
He sighed. âMy mother is wary of outsiders. Amos and Elam rarely speak to