safe home? Radio 3 was Delius, moody-ethereal, so sheâd put on a tape of Aida to buck herself up.
A third gin? Wicked, and if she had a third thereâd be only a couple more tots in the bottle and sheâd be bound to have them too, even if sheâd tried locking the bottle in the filing-box ⦠Elias rubbed against her calves, purring like an outboard motor. Sheâd given him the can to lick with a few scraps in it, but the smell of mackerel on her plate roused him from his normal lethargic calm to gluttonous ecstasy.
The doorbell rang. It would be those young men from that scheme, selling dusters and oven-gloves. Poppy balanced her plate on the lampshade, out of Eliasâs reach, and went to the door trying to think of excuses. Thereâs a limit to the number of ironing-board covers a single woman in a basement flat can wear out in a year.
It was Jim.
âJust thought Iâd look round, see youâre all right,â he said. âMrs Tasker, isnât it?â
âOh, do come in. Iâm so glad to see you. I was going to come and thank you tomorrow. You were marvellous. And I want to know what happened.â
He didnât hesitate but followed her into the living-room. Eliasâs purr as he rubbed himself against the lamp-standard competed with Caballé. Poppy snatched the teetering plate and turned the volume down.
âThatâs a cat and a half,â said Jim. âShown him, ever?â
âHe hasnât got a pedigree. He just turned up at a friendâs house three years ago, half starved, and they didnât want to keep him. We thought he was full-grown then, but he wasnât, nothing like. Iâm afraid that if I showed him someone might say he was theirs.â
âNot a spot on him anywhere.â
âActually heâs got an invisible black collar under the white. You can only see it when heâs moulting. Heâs behaving like this because of the mackerel.â
âIâm stopping you eating your tea.â
âDonât worryâitâs cold. Wonât you have something? Iâve got some gin. Or I could make some coffee.â
âI wouldnât say no to a spot of gin and water.â
âJust water? Not tonic?â
âWaterâabout half and half.â
âIce?â
âBruises the gin, my dad used to say.â
Now that she had the excuse Poppy gave herself a smaller tot than she might have if sheâd been swigging defiantly alone.
âTa,â said Jim.
âHow did you know my name? Where I lived?â
âAsked Mrs Jinja. Howâre you feeling, then? Nasty that was for you. But you told the kiddieâs mum about it, acourse?
âYesâsheâs my daughter-in-law. I played it down a bit. I didnât want to frighten her. But youâre right, Jim ⦠I donât know your other name â¦â
âJim Bowles. Jimâll do fine. Nobody calls me anything else these days.â
âIâm Poppy. Itâs silly, but it canât be helped. What was I saying?â
âMe being right about something.â
âOh yesâit was nasty. Afterwards I felt as if Iâd, well, had a rape attempt on me, myself.â
âDonât blame you.â
âWhat did he say?â
âEffed and blinded a bit, and then he tried to make out as he was from the papers, following up a story. Hadnât got a press pass, natch.â
âI keep asking myself what Iâm going to do if he shows up again.â
âCame to see you about that. Now, first off ⦠Hold it â¦â
He was listening to the music, head cocked on one side and lips moving. Poppy rose and turned the volume up. It was the famous march, of course, but when he started to hum along he wasnât following the main theme.
âIs that the woodwind?â said Polly. âBassoon?â
âTrombone,â he said and returned to the music, absorbed as a child.
Catelynn Lowell, Tyler Baltierra