stared at the blank screen. There was only one thing left to do.
Emma picked up on the second ring. âIan?â She sounded uncertain and maybe a little curious. âWhatâs up? I found some extra chairs, by the way, so you donât have to bring any.â
âWhat? Oh, good. Thanks.â He had forgotten about the chairs. âWell, Iâve, um, got a problem. I was hoping you could help me out.â
A pause. âSure, if I can.â
He twirled a pen between his fingers. âThis is really unconventional. Iâm sorry. I wouldnât ask if I had any other options.â She didnât reply, but he could hear her breathing on the other end. He exhaled and continued. âMy bondage model has the flu. Iâve asked around, but nobodyâs available. I was going to cancel, but then I thought maybe . . . if you were interested, or . . . I mean, not completely opposed to the idea, maybe you would do it?â Another long pause. God, heâd give anything to be able to see her face, to know how to proceed. He was terrible at phone interactions. He pushed on. âItâs not difficult. You donât have to take your clothes off or anything. And . . . itâs not sexual. I mean, itâs only a workshop. Itâs not a kink event. I just need someone to demonstrate on. And Iâll pay you. I always pay my models.â
âHow much?â
The question took him by surprise; that wasnât the response he was expecting. âWell, I usually pay twenty-five dollars per hour, and itâs a two-hour class, so fifty. I know itâs not a lot, but itâs the standard rate, andââ
âIâll do it.â
His first response was relief. He didnât have to cancel after all, and she was willing to do it. But something didnât sit right. Was she really that hard up for cash? âEmma, is this . . . I mean, itâs not sexual, but itâs kind of intimate, and if youâre only doing it for the money but you really donât want to do it, Iâd feel shitty. I could give you the fifty dollars, if that would help, and postpone the class until Lizzyâs better.â
Her response was clipped. âI donât need your charity, Ian. I said Iâd do it, and Iâll do it. You donât need my reasons, right? You just need someone to demonstrate on. You said yourself it isnât difficult.â
Her answer wasnât completely satisfying, but he felt somewhat better, and if he pushed the issue she might hang up on him, and then heâd be screwed. âNo, itâs not. Thanks! Thanks a lot, Emma.â He let the relief he felt show in his voice.
âSo is there anything I need to know or do?â
âNo, just wear comfortable clothes.â
âI can do that.â
For a second time, he wished he could see her face, understand what she was feeling and thinking. Over the phone, he had to take her at her word. âThanks again, Emma. I owe you one.â
âItâs . . . no problem. Iâm happy to help a friend.â
When he hung up, Ian scrubbed his hands over his face, unable to stop picturing Emma writhing in her bonds. He would need to jerk off right before the workshop or this would be far more difficult than he anticipated.
E mma stared at the phone after hanging up, her heart beating a tattoo inside her rib cage. Holy hell. She was going to be a bondage model for Ian Cooper.
The reasons why this was a terrible idea were scrolling through her head like the opening credits of Star Wars, but she tried to ignore them in favor of Holy hell, Iâm going to be a bondage model for Ian Cooper. And with the fifty dollars, she could buy some groceries other than ramen.
She flushed, thinking of his offer to simply give her the fifty dollars and let her skip the workshop. It was generous but insulting, if those two emotions could coexist. Their conversation