at Paolo. She did not blink. The waiter shuffled off.
âIâm sorry,â Paolo apologized. âPerhaps I could have said that more tactfully.â
Carrie didnât reply. She simply continued to stare at him, refusing to speak, to blink, to move. Her body felt like a tuning fork, vibrating with anger and frustration. What did he want? What was his angle?
The answer, when it came, surprised her.
âIâm not here to jeopardize you, Carrie. This isnât about revenge or blackmail. Despite what you might think, I still care about you. I know weâre not exactly friends anymore, but I wish we could be. Time has a way of changing a personâof making a person see things in ways they didnât before. There are things from the past I regret, very deeply. Iâm sorry for what I did.â
Carrie finished her seventh glass of water to keep herself from responding.
âObviously,â Paolo continued, âyou have your reasons for wanting to go back down there. Judging by the fact that you havenât informed our employers and have apparently enlisted Abhi and sworn him to secrecy, I have to assume itâs important. If you want to guarantee my silence, all you have to do is let me come along with you.â
Carrie nearly spit her water out. âW-what?â
Paolo grinned. âExactly what I said. I want to accompany you.â
âWell, thatâs an interesting offer, but as it happens, Iâve already got a sidekick.â
âAbhi?â Paolo laughed. âOh, Carrie. I like him, too. But you know as well as I do that youâll need a diving partner. Thatâs one of the first rules of free diving. Always have a partnerâa partner who understands the intricacies and special challenges that can occur. Peter was a good diver, but he was not a free diver, and he wasnât nearly as experienced as you. You barely survived, and Peter is ⦠gone. And while Abhi might be clever and capable, and can work miracles with a wrench and a roll of duct tape, he canât help you if you run into trouble down there again.â
âAnd you can?â
âOf course, I can. I am better than Peter is ⦠was. You and I both know that. But you made this personal. You played politics, to get back at me. Had it not been for that, I would have been your dive partner, rather than him, and things might be very different now.â
Carrie gripped the edge of the table. She wanted to shout at him for implying that she was somehow responsible for Peterâs death, but worse, she wanted to shout at herself out of fear that Paolo might be right.
âSo,â Paolo continued after a moment, âwith that in mind, Iâm going along this time. Iâll spot you, and ensure no other accidents occur.â
Carrie considered his offer. âWhy do you care, Paolo?â
âItâs not just your reputation thatâs on the line here, Carrie. You may have been picked as the lead on this expedition, but my name was attached to this, too. Maybe you can fall back on your celebrity, but my name in this field is all I have. This research mission already has too many black marks against it in the public eye. If another mishap occurs, it might render all of our reputations unsalvageable.â
âSo, your interest in this is purely self-preservation?â
âNo. Itâs also scientific, the same as you. And, to be perfectly honest, Iâd rather not hear tomorrow that youâve died, too.â
The waiter returned with the check. Carrie paid cash, leaving it on the table, and rose up from her chair. Paolo followed, walking her to the door. She caught a whiff of his cologne. Apparently, heâd changed scents since theyâd dated. She preferred this new smell. It didnât come with memories or wistful nostalgia.
They stepped out onto the street. After having been inside the resortâs air-conditioned comfort, the heat struck Carrie
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