gone into his bedroom one day, when he was absent, engaged on she knew not what, drawn there by something which she couldnât explain. The room was as tidy and beautiful as her husband always was. She had opened the wardrobe door, to see his suits hung there, row on row. She knew that two tallboys held his shirts and socks and she opened the drawers to inspect them. Never mind that Giles was responsible for this order, she knew what Raineyâs rooms looked like, and the confusion he lived in.
There was a desk in the corner at which she had often looked when she shared his great bed with him. That, too, was neat and orderly, as was the stand of books beside it. There was a large free-standing cupboard taking up one wall. Idly she tried to open it, knowing that she shouldnât be doing this, shouldnât be prying, but she couldnât stop herself.
The door wouldnât open. It was lockedâand there was no key in the lock. The cupboard was like him , Dinah thought in sudden anguish. She didnât possess the key to his lockâperhaps no one did. She gave the handle an impetuous, petulant jerk, and the door openedâthe lock was old and had slipped.
Feeling like a villainess in a detective story, perhaps one by Mr Arthur Conan Doyle, Dinah looked inside. She couldnât stop herself. The left-hand side of the cupboard was still locked; the right-hand side, with its deep shelves, stood open. She had no idea of what she had expected to find, certainly not what she did discover.
On the bottom shelf were packs of cards stacked neatly one above the otherâsome had been used, others had not. There were several light balls, all of different colours, and large silk handkerchiefs, the colours of which were garish: they were not at all the kind of thing Cobie would ever have used. When she timidly touched one of them, she found to her dismay that as she pulled at it gently, it was attached by one corner to another, and that was attached to yet anotherâ¦and another⦠She tried to put them back exactly as she had found them, but it was difficult.
There were also some very light Indian clubs, painted blue and silver, which she had seen jugglers use, and a silk top hatâbut again, not of the kind which her husband would ever wear; indeed, as she looked inside it, it seemed designed not to be worn. There were sticks with brightly coloured feathers on them⦠There were a number of wooden and metal hoops, and a small pile of paper hats.
The middle shelf held an assortment of strange boxes of different sizes and shapesâDinah couldnât imagine what their purpose was, even after she had examined them. One, in particular, was very beautiful.
On the top shelf was a brown bowler hat of the kind which she had seen artisans wearing when, out for the day, they wished to imitate the gentry. Beside it was neatly arrangedâeverything was neat, as he always wasâa pile of mufflers, some of wool, some of silk, and all of themshabby. There were also a pair of carefully folded brown and yellow check woollen trousers, a short brown woollen jacket and a pair of heavy boots. Doubled up beside them was a large doll with brilliantly painted red cheeks and a wide grin. Its wooden head was on a peg which fitted into a cloth body.
Dinah felt like the lady in the story of Blubeard who had entered the forbidden room to discover strange and terrible things. There was nothing terrible about these things, but they were certainly strange. Memory teased her, until, suddenly, she knew that if she had not found the key to Cobie, she had certainly found the key to explain all these objectsâthey were the stock-in-trade of a stage magician.
She had sat in drawing rooms when she had been a little girl, oohing and aahing and clapping her hands while the visiting conjuror or magician performed his tricks with paraphernalia similar to that which was so neatly laid out before her. The big doll was