things worse for him. He was holding up so well. Im amazed the War Office managed to find you, she said in a shaky voice. And why are you being sent away so quickly? I thought you were supposed to have a medical first?
He didnt answer for a while then, with a little shrug, he said, They didnt need to find me, Lo. Ive already had a medical. I volunteered, thats why.
And you didnt tell me! She leapt off his knee and stared at him accusingly.
You want to leave, dont you? You cant wait! You dont care what will happen to me and Hester if youre killed.
I wont be killed, he said confidently.
How can you possibly know that?
In six months, the whole thing will be over.
And how can you possibly know that?
Its only common sense, my darling Lo. Come here! Once again, he held out his arms, but this time she ignored them.
Dont darling me, Roderick Oliver. She stamped her foot, angrier than shed ever been before. You actually want to fight. Youre raring for it. Thats because youre a man and men are stupid. They start wars, cant wait to rush off and fight them, and us women are left behind to pick up the pieces.
Roddy looked impressed. Where did you get that from? You dont usually have such strong opinions.
Oh, go and jump in the lake, Roddy. She went to the front door and shouted loudly for Hester. Two gulls on the roof opposite immediately took flight, and Hester arrived looking scared. Whats the matter, Mummy?
Ask your father. Laura stamped into the kitchen to get the dinner.
Our Billys going on Monday, too, Vera told Laura the following day.
I bet he wasnt silly enough to volunteer, Laura grumbled. Shed come across to Veras first thing for a moan. Vera appeared quite happy to leave the breakfast dishes on the table in favour of a chat. She wore a crossover pinny that had stopped crossing over a long while ago and now barely met on her chest.
Hester and Mary were squabbling upstairs.
Billy wouldnt dare. Hed have got a black eye, if he had.
Roddy didnt even tell me. Lauras brown eyes shone with indignation. He just went and did it without a word. Thats what I find so maddening. If hed been called up because it was his turn, it would be different. We fought all night.
It was our first proper row.
Well, theres a first time for everything, Laura, luv.
He said it was his duty. I said it was his duty to stay with me and Hester for as long as he could, but he cant see it that way. She snorted contemptuously.
I wanted to kill him.
That wouldnt have helped much. Vera leaned towards the other woman and said confidentially, Youll never guess what my Alberts gone and done.
Laura gasped. Dont tell me hes volunteered too.
Not at fifty-six, luv, no, Vera hooted. But hes giving up the trams and going to work in a munitions factory. Mind you, the pays good, though its shift work.
Good for Albert! I want to do something like that, but when I told Roddy, he had a fit. He insists Hester and I are evacuated. He said it would be dangerous to stay in Glover Street, so close to the docks, and I said it would be less dangerous than him going off to fight. She rolled her eyes. We rowed about that too.
Vera reached for the teapot. Pass us your cup, luv. It sounds as if there was a right old barney going on in your house last night.
Indeed there was, though it makes a change. Its usually that horrible Mrs Tate upstairs making all the racket. Laura frowned. Its strange, but shes been quieter than a mouse recently. Its not a bit like her.
Now that you mention it, I havent seen Aggie Tate around in a while.
Laura went straight from Veras to the shops in Marsh Lane, where she bought two ounces of Emu 3-ply khaki wool. With a feeling of despair, she saw signs that war was imminent everywhere. Sandbags were
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