R is for Rocket by Ray Bradbury Read Free Book Online Page A

know."
        Bodoni blinked and shut his eyes. He opened them and looked at Mr. Mathews. "But I am a great fool. I will take my money from the bank and give it to you."
        "But if you can't melt the rocket down — "
        "Deliver it," said Bodoni.
        "All right, if you say so. Tonight?"
        "Tonight," said Bodoni, "would be fine. Yes, I would like to have a rocket ship tonight."
     
        There was a moon. The rocket was white and big in the junkyard. It held the whiteness of the moon and the blueness of the stars. Bodoni looked at it and loved all of it. He wanted to pet it and lie against it, pressing it with his cheek, telling it all the secret wants of his heart.
        He stared up at it. "You are all mine," he said. "Even if you never move or spit fire, and just sit there and rust for fifty years, you are mine."
        The rocket smelled of time and distance. It was like walking into a clock. It was finished with Swiss delicacy. One might wear it on one's watch fob. "I might even sleep here tonight," Bodoni whispered excitedly.
        He sat in the pilot's seat.
        He touched a lever.
        He hummed in his shut mouth, his eyes closed.
        The humming grew louder, louder, higher, higher, wilder, stranger, more exhilarating, trembling in him and leaning him forward and pulling him and the ship in a roaring silence and in a kind of metal screaming, while his fists flew over the controls, and his shut eyes quivered, and the sound grew and grew until it was a fire, a strength, a lifting and a pushing of power that threatened to tear him in half. He gasped. He hummed again and again, and did not stop, for it could not be stopped, it could only go on, his eyes tighter, his heart furious. "Taking off!" he screamed. The jolting concussion! The thunder! "The Moon!" he cried, eyes blind, tight. "The meteors!" The silent rush in volcanic light. " Mars. Oh, Yes! Mars! Mars!"
        He fell back, exhausted and panting. His shaking hands came loose of the controls and his head tilted wildly. He sat for a long time, breathing out and in, his heart slowing.
        Slowly, slowly, he opened his eyes.
        The junkyard was still there.
        He sat motionless. He looked at the heaped piles of metal for a minute, his eyes never leaving them. Then, leaping up, he kicked the levers. "Take off, blast you!"
        The ship was silent.
        "I'll show you!" he cried.
        Out in the night air, stumbling, he started the fierce motor of his terrible wrecking machine and advanced upon the rocket. He maneuvered the massive weights into the moonlit sky. He readied his trembling hands to plunge the weights, to smash, to rip apart this insolently false dream, this silly thing for which he had paid his money, which would not move, which would not do his bidding. "I'll teach you!" he shouted.
        But his hand stayed.
        The silver rocket lay in the light of the moon. And beyond the rocket stood the yellow lights of his home, a block away, burning warmly. He heard the family radio playing some distant music. He sat for half an hour considering the rocket and the house lights, and his eyes narrowed and grew wide. He stepped down from the wrecking machine and began to walk, and as he walked he began to laugh, and when he reached the back door of his house he took a deep breath and called, "Maria, Maria, start packing. We're going to Mars!"
     
        "Oh!"
        "Ah!"
        "I can't believe it!"
        "You will, you will."
        The children balanced in the windy yard, under the glowing rocket, not touching it yet. They started to cry.
        Maria looked at her husband. "What have you done?" she said. "Taken our money for this? It will never fly."
        "It will fly," he said, looking at it.
        "Rocket ships cost millions. Have you millions?"
        "It will fly," he repeated steadily. "Now, go to the house, all of you. I have phone calls to make,