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be filled with a burst of applause.

    A moment later Midori and her trio made their way to a small table that was left open for them, and the room was filled with a low murmur of conversation and muffled laughter. Mama joined them. I knew I couldn’t slip away without paying my respects to Mama, but didn’t want to stop at Midori’s table. Besides, an early departure would look odd no matter what. I realized I was going to have to stay put.

    Admit it,
I thought to myself.
You want to hear the second set.
And it was true. Midori’s music had settled my roiled emotions, as jazz always does. I wasn’t upset at the prospect of staying for more. I would enjoy the second set, leave quietly, and remember this as a bizarre evening that somehow had turned out all right.

    That’s fine. Just no more of that shit about her father, okay?

    Out of the corner of my eye I saw Mama walking in my direction. I looked up and smiled as she sat down next to me.

    “Well? What do you think?” she asked.

    I picked up my bottle, which was considerably less full than it had been when I arrived, and poured us each a glass. “An angry Thelonious Monk, just like you said. You’re right, she’s going to be a star.”

    Her eyes twinkled. “Would you like to meet her?”

    “That’s nice, Mama, but I think I’m in more of a listening mood than a talking mood tonight.”

    “So? She can talk, and you can listen. Women like men who listen. They’re such rare birds,
ne
?”

    “I don’t think she’d like me, Mama.”

    She leaned forward. “She asked about you.”

    Shit.
“What did you tell her?”

    “That if I were a little younger, I wouldn’t tell her anything.” She clapped a hand over her mouth and shook with silent laughter. “But since I’m too old, I told her that you are a jazz enthusiast and a big fan of hers, and that you came here tonight especially to hear her.”

    “That was good of you,” I said, realizing that I was losing control of the situation, and not sure how to regain it.

    She leaned back in her chair and smiled. “Well? Don’t you think you should introduce yourself? She told me she wants to meet you.”

    “Mama, you’re setting me up. She didn’t say anything like that.”

    “No? She’s expecting you — look.” She turned and waved to Midori, who looked over and waved back.

    “Mama, don’t do this,” I said, knowing that it was already over.

    She leaned forward abruptly, the laugh disappearing like the sun behind a cloud. “Now don’t embarrass me. Go say hello.”

    The hell with it. I had to take a leak anyway.

    I got up and walked over to Midori’s table. I sensed that she was aware of my approach, but she gave no sign until I was directly in front of her. Then she looked up from her seat, and I was struck by her eyes. Unreadable, even looking right at me, but not distant, and not cold. Instead they seemed to radiate a controlled heat, something that touched you but that you couldn’t touch back.

    I knew instantly that I had been right about Mama setting me up. Midori didn’t have a clue who I was.

    “Thank you for your music,” I said to her, trying to think of something else to say. “It rescued me from something.”

    The bass player, super-cool in his head-to-toe black threads, long sideburns, and rectangular Euro glasses, snorted audibly, and I wondered whether there was anything between them. Midori conceded a small smile that said she’d heard it all before, and simply said, “
Domo arigato
,” the politeness of her thanks a form of dismissal.

    “No,” I told her, “I mean it. Your music is honest, it’s the perfect antidote for lies.”

    I wondered for a moment what the hell I was saying.

    The bass player shook his head, as though disgusted. “We don’t play to rescue people. We play because it pleases us to play.”

    Midori glanced at him, her eyes detached and registering the slightest disappointment, and I knew that these two were dancing steps