such a needy woman? She’d never had three men.
“Sure you want to ride?” Shane asked.
“Yes, I need it. You got it twice. Fair is fair.” She pushed him onto his back.
Shane hissed as his ass pressed to the hard floor.
“I’m sorry!” she said.
“No, baby, it’s so good! I should fuck you missionary. But you’re not ready for that level yet. Get on and bounce away.” He folded his hands behind his head as Bruce leaned over and pressed his cock to Shane’s mouth.
She looked over her shoulder to Ham and he gave her ass a pinch. She trembled in need and satisfaction. No matter what they did, she needed that connection to Ham, and it was perfect.
* * * *
After her shift, Lolly sat uneasily at the Shamrock diner. She hadn’t told Ham or any of the guys about her breakfast plans, but she needed some sanity.
When Cassie sat across from Lolly in the booth, Lolly almost bolted. But Cassie gave her a knowing smile, and Lolly needed to share this.
“What am I doing?” she asked.
Cassie glanced at the menu. “You’re smiling.”
Lolly tried to stop and couldn’t. “It’s insane.”
“Sort of but it’s your relationship. What works is what works. It works for me.”
“You don’t mind giving up Ham?” Lolly didn’t want things to be awkward with Cassie no matter how the relationship with the guys worked out.
Cassie laughed. “He was never mine. He’s part of the family and hot, but he made it clear he wanted his own set up. I think he was in love with you before I came to my first party.”
“It’s so weird. He never asked me out. I dated Bruce and Shane for a little bit. I thought it was good, but something was off. Why didn’t Ham make a move? We could’ve been doing this for a long time already!”
“Alex is the easy answer. He’s very protective of you, and Ham probably didn’t want to scare you off. Or ruin things for Monty. But you seem happy with Ham. You don’t need a group situation to be happy.”
Lolly realized Cassie didn’t really know the full situation.
Tanya, the waitress, sauntered up to the table. “Ladies, are we eating or just coffee?”
“Pancake special, thanks Tanya,” Lolly said.
Cassie nodded. “Scrambled eggs.”
Lolly took a deep breath when Tanya walked away. “I don’t know if I should tell you this, but I have to tell someone…”
“What?” Cassie leaned forward.
“It’s not just me and Ham. Bruce and Shane, too. I didn’t start it or ask for it. They were already together.”
Cassie sat in silence for a moment. “Together? Ham never does anything with men.”
“I guess he doesn’t want his brothers to know. It might make Monty or Alex uncomfortable with what they’ve shared. Well, you basically. I don’t know all of the history but I needed to know I’m not crazy. Please don’t say anything or let this mess up your relationship.”
“Lolly, calm down. You or Ham can’t ruin my relationship. Or Alex and Monty’s relationship. Stop worrying about everyone else, and worry about yourself and what makes you happy. That’s all that matters. If Ham has a need for men, if he wants to share you with his bisexual friends…however it works for you is fine.”
“You don’t feel like a freak? Or greedy?” Lolly asked.
“The parties took a little getting used to, but once you put down the rules of your relationship, there’s nothing wrong with watching or being watched. Even sharing, if that’s what works for you. I know it’s a small town, but people have the same needs as a big city and here you can’t really be anonymous. But with three men, you don’t need to come to the parties unless you want to.” Cassie winked.
Lolly nodded. “The party is the last thing on my mind. I don’t know how to talk about this with people.”
“You don’t need to talk much. I always thought Bruce and Shane were an item so clearly I’m behind on everything.” Cassie paused as the food arrived.
They women ate in silence for a
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