half-dozen times during the walk back to the main building, earning a disapprovingglance from one of the patrolling guards. Normally, she was grateful for the sheer size of Haven, for the tracts of open space and the walkways shaded by hickory trees and high palmettos, for the bright bursts of heliotrope in the flower beds, and the wild taro pushing between the cement paving stones, although she had names for none of them and knew the growth only in general terms: flowers, trees, plants. But today she was exhausted and wished simply to get back to bed 24.
She heard shouting as she entered D-Wing. As Lyra got closer to the dorm, she recognized one of the voices: Dr. Saperstein. She nearly stopped and turned around. God had never come to the bunks, ever.
But then she heard Cassiopeia shout, âDonât touch them. Itâs not fair ,â and she kept going.
Up ahead, a nurse hurried out into the hall, skidding a little on the tile, and shot Lyra a strange look before scurrying in the opposite direction, leaving the dorm room door swinging open. Lyra barely caught it before it closed.
Then she stopped, her breath catching. Cassiopeia was on her hands and knees in front of Dr. Saperstein, trying to sweep up her collection of shells, which had been knocked off the windowsill and shattered. All of the individual drawings pasted to the wall behind her bed had been torn down, as if a hard wind had come ripping through the bunk, though it hadnât disturbed anythingelse. Then Lyra saw he was holding them, crumpled together in his fist.
âUnbelievable.â He was shouting, but not at the girls. Instead he was yelling at the assembled nursing staff, including Nurse Dolly, whoâd found Cassiopeia Scotch tape so they could hang the napkins in the first place. âDo you know how close we are to getting defunded? Do you want to be out of a job? We have a quota, we have protocolsââ
âIt was my fault,â Nurse Dolly said. âI didnât see any harm in it.â
God took a step toward her, nearly tripping over Cassiopeia, who was still on the floor, crying softly. Lyra wanted to go to her but found she couldnât move. Godâs shoes crunched quietly on the carpet of shattered seashells.
âNo harm in it?â he repeated, and Nurse Dolly quickly looked away. Now he was speaking softly, but strangely, and Lyra was more frightened of him than ever. âIâve worked my whole career to see this project succeed. Weâre doing some of the most important medical work of the past two decades, and yetââ He broke off, shaking his head. â Results. Thatâs what we need. Results. This is a research facility, not a playpen. Is that clear to everyone?â
No one spoke. In the silence, Lyra could hear her heart. Boom-boom-boom. Like the rhythm of the chanting that carried all the way to Spruce Island from Barrel Key. Monsters, monsters. Burn Haven down.
God sighed. He took off his glasses and rubbed his eyes. âWeâre doing important work,â he said. âGood work. Never forget that.â He started to turn away and then stopped. âItâs better this wayâfor everyone.â
But Lyra knew, from the tone of his voice, that he didnât mean the replicas.
God had to step around Cassiopeia again to move to the door. He barely glanced at her. Instead he kicked at a seashell, sending it skittering across the floor. âSomeone clean up this mess, please,â he announced, to no one in particular. Lyra stepped quickly out of the doorway to avoid him.
For a long moment after he was gone, no one moved. Just Cassiopeia, still sorting through the remains of her collection, now reduced to shards and dust. Finally Nurse Dolly went to her.
âAll right,â she said, crouching down and grabbing Cassiopeiaâs wrist to stop her from reaching for another broken shell. âThatâs enough now.â
It happened so quickly: