her nape as his mouth sustained the kiss.
The moment after he entered her, his neck corded with tension and he held himself very still. A tear ran down her faceâthe beauty of finally being reunited with him was breathtaking, nothing could ever compare. JT leaned down and kissed the tear away, then began to move in a rhythm that she matched without thought.
His heavily lidded eyes were locked on hers as they climbed higher, his name on her lips, and higher still, the feel of him everywhere, and higher, before she broke free, released of earthly restraints, and felt him follow her, gripping her tight, calling her name.
She floated for an endless time, neither of them moving, as if not wanting to break the spell. Then, as she drifted back to earth and the hot pulse in her body slowly leveled, the outside world began to intrude. The leaf litter beneath their coats that rustled with every movement, the small stone digging into her arm, the light breeze on her naked leg.
And with the awareness of her surroundings also came awareness of what sheâd done. Her stomach shrank to a cold, hard lump as the full folly of her actions came crashing downâsheâd crossed a line. A professional and ethical line. But also a personal oneâ¦
Sheâd allowed herself to lapse from the person sheâd worked so hard to become.
Although, perhaps it had been inevitableâa healing experience theyâd both needed. And now they could move on. She released the breath sheâd been holding, relieved to have understanding of what theyâd doneâsheâd simplyneeded the closure and now she had it. She scrubbed a hand over her face.
JT stroked a finger down the side of her cheek. âPia, I didnât mean for that to happen. I did think earlier at your apartment that maybeâ¦but I would never take advantage of you when you were vulnerable.â
âI know,â she whispered. âMaybe making love one final time was closure.â
His forehead furrowed as he considered. âYou could have something there.â
âWhen things ended between us, it wasâ¦â
âMessy?â He arched one eyebrow in faint amusement.
âMessy,â she agreed. âMaybe this was inevitable, even if it was the result of getting carried away.â
He smiled his crooked smile, then his body tensed and his face blanched. âOh God, Iâm sorry, Pia. I didnât use protection.â
Ice trickled through her veins. She hadnât given it a thought either. Although sheâd be safe from pregnancy thanks to a little daily pill, it had been crazy to do this with no other protection. As crazy as doing it at all had been.
âItâsââ she swallowed and offered a half smile ââitâs okay, Iâm covered.â
He looked up at the stars, then back to her, disbelief clear in his eyes. âIâve never forgotten before. Not once, I swear. Youâll be safe.â
âIâm clear as wellâIâve never been unprotected.â It seemed they only lost their minds with each other. The thought was somehow comfortingâshe wasnât the only one who was this affectedâbut it meant sheâd need to double her guard. This couldnât happen again.
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Three weeks later, Pia picked up her cobalt blue wide-brimmed hat and stepped out of the cab and into a gorgeoussunny day. Fundraising events targeting the rich and powerful werenât normally particularly interesting but this one was different. Her bosses had sent her to this charity garden party at the Botanical Gardens so the firm could make an appearance, and anything the partners wanted while her promotion was in the air, the partners would have. They themselves usually attended the higher-profile fundraisers, so sheâd been thrilled when theyâd asked her to attend this one with the cream of the cityâs elite. It meant they trusted her. That promotion was so close