heart, fish in order to avoid flesh, some kind of kosher impulse still vibrating inside him, an impulse to imitate his spiritual Master for so many years, Menke Katz, the great Kabbalist, whose special maggid (heavenly messenger) would come to him nightly and reveal things to him about the inner workings of The Divine, the Shekinah coming like the spirit of some sort of mammoth, eternal Sabbath Bride, to unite with the Male Principle inside the divine substance, so that all sexuality in the universe was a sort of pale reproduction of the inner-workings within the divine substance Itself â¦
âIâll have some fish.â
âWe can go half and half. A little fish wouldnât kill me. Although I was reading last week in one of the journals that the latest research indicates that fish doesnât help the heart at all, it was all a big mistake ⦠â
âWhat does anyone know?â he said with a touch of cynical finality.
What did anyone know ⦠or care â¦
Like every morning back home when heâd take the dog out to do his necessities, 9:15, thereâd be this old lady walking up the hill across the street with her jogging outfit on, seventy-five, eighty, determination on her face, like she was going to fool God, Death wasnât going to get her, sheâd be the one exception to the Universal Conflagration. Or the professor he saw most mornings, jogging shoes on, walking briskly up the street, heavy briefcase in hand, the same look of dogged determination on his face. The Eternals!! Thatâs what they thought.
Thanatopsis.
The Earth nothing more than one vast tomb.
Up to the Memberâs Dining Room.
More of the same vast crowd, Buzzy remembering soccer games in Brazil/Peru where the crowds ran out with such madness that people were actually trampled and killed.
The Maitre Dâ recognized him. Italian. Robust. A little greyer than heâd been the last time Buzz had seen him, what, a year or two before, but still his same bustling, outgoing self, a man who saw Maitre-Deeing as something on the same level as being a symphony conductor or Chairman of the Board at Ford, Buzz loving to see someone actually happy in his own skin, happy in his own job.
âAh, Professor Lox, to what do we owe the honor of this occasion?â
âGrammar school class reunion!â he said.
âGrammar school class reunion?â
It was a little âunusual,â if not âunique.â
âThe last time I saw them they were fourteen, this time theyâll be sixty four.â
âThat sounds ⦠how shall I put it ⦠I was going to say appalling ⦠horrendous ⦠frightening ⦠â
âAll of that and more.â
âWell, weâre glad to have you here,â looking down at his reservation-book, âThe first free table weâll have will be in [checking his watch] two and a half hours ⦠â
âTwo and a half hours?!?!â
âWell, you know itâs not just the âmemberâsâ lounge any more. Itâs been opened up to the general public, and,â looking around with an expression of slight disdain, lowering his voice, âyou know how that becomes ⦠â
âWell, I have a starving wife on my hands,â said Buzz, âwe can try downstairs.â
âThe cafeteria?!?!â said the Maitre Dâ with uncensored horror.
âWell â¦â Buzz shaking hands with him, the Maitre Dâ looking resigned and tragic.
âA bientôt!!â
âA bientôt!!â
You almost forgot for a moment that you were in the realm of the Hog Butcher of the World.
Downstairs to the cafeteria. The same general melée.
âI feel like Custerâs Last Stand,â said Buzz, practically screaming in order to get through to Malinche.
âCustard?â
âToo many people.â
âItâs like home,â she said, for a moment his mind twisting back to